tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-63955625665832251582024-03-13T07:04:53.423-07:00A Half Korean Exploring KoreaChris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.comBlogger78125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-76965841661302984272015-03-05T19:11:00.001-08:002017-03-20T16:50:11.693-07:00The End<b>Last week was among the most bittersweet of my life. </b>I don't think I can put into words the emotions I am currently feeling, but I will attempt to. I am feeling a bit sad after saying my final goodbyes to my final group of students of my final contract during the conclusion of four years as a teacher in Korea. But it's more than just that. I am feeling a combination of sadness, excitement, happiness, and gratitude.<br />
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I am a teacher who puts everything into my craft, emotionally and intellectually. I am a teacher who demands that my students learn. I am also a teacher who resolves to love my students, and show them that somebody cares for them, especially if they aren't cared for at home. I don't know how effective I was at it, but I did my best.<br />
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Being that I am a person who is guided by intuition and emotion, I didn't know what exactly I would feel on my last day of school, but I resolved to allow myself to feel freely, without suppression. I went into my final week thinking I wouldn't be emotional, because I've done this teaching thing for a long time, and I've taught a lot of students, so maybe what triggers me has hardened and grown numb.<br />
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In my school, the younger kids have class first, and the older and upper level students come later in the day. <br />
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When my last class with my little kids was concluded in the morning, I was fine, until after the children walked out of the door of my classroom, and two of the little girls were looking back waving and softly saying "Good-bye!" over and over again as if they knew what was happening, until they turned the corner, and they were no longer visible. That was difficult.<br />
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The classes in between were pretty much the same, until my last with the sixth graders. <br />
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Sixth graders are the most difficult students to teach. They are at an age when they first realize that adults aren't perfect, so they have a tendency to be rebellious. They also have the exuberance of children, coupled with fact that they are no longer cute and small, so that can sometimes make them rather difficult. And many times, I handled situations with them in an impatient, or an unfair manner. <br />
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In the final lesson with them, I exhorted them to chase their dreams, and I gave them some final advice. As it came time for that final class to dismiss, I commanded the attention of every single student in the class, and I proceeded to apologize. I apologized, and told them sorry, if I was ever unfair, or if I ever said or did anything hurtful to them, especially to the boys. In the middle of my apology, I again became emotional.<br />
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With the other classes, I did so after the kids were gone, so none of my children saw it. But I couldn't hold it in this instance. <br />
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Probably my biggest motivation as a teacher is not that my kids learn as much as possible, although it is a wonderful one, and a significant one for me. My biggest motivation is to be remembered favorably when they look back on their time as my students. <br />
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This past year was one of victory. I make no bones of being a spiritual person, and I prayed very hard over my students, my school, my coteachers, and myself as a teacher. This was a year where I saw so much improvement in my students of all levels. This was a year where I grew so much as a teacher. And this was the best group of students that I've taught. <br />
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Today is the first Monday where I didn't make that daily one-hour commute south to my school, and I feel sort of an emptiness that is almost similar to breaking up with a girl friend. As I've stated earlier, I put so much into my teaching, and my philosophy as a teacher is to first love my students to the best of my ability, because when a teacher uses love as a motivation, he/she will certainly have their highest welfare possible in mind, whether or not they, or people around them, understand it. There is not a higher, nor a stronger motivation than that. So when there is no longer an avenue that you've once had to channel all of that, I guess that emptiness can be natural. <br />
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This is now a time of transition as I move on from teaching to the next calling that is upon my life. And pretty soon, I will say goodbye to South Korea in the teaching realm. <br />
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As a high school student at Slidell High School who was once "too cool for school," when it came time to graduate, and move on to our new lives, I heard my principal, Mr. Joseph P. Buccaran, say sincerely to us graduating seniors, "Good-bye, meaning farewell..." <br />
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When it was time to leave my last school here in Korea on my last day of teaching, upon the conclusion of erasing everything in my computer, upon packing up all my personal belongings that were in my classroom, and upon locking the door for the last time, I was able to make the connection to my old high school days, and it was then when I truly realized what "farewell" really means. <br />
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To my students, I may never see you again, but I wish nothing but the best for all of you in Incheon, Anyang, Gwangju, and Seoul. I pray that blessings will be poured out on all of you. I pray that all of you achieve every single dream that is upon each of your respective hearts, and are truly successful, prosperous, fulfilled, and happy in all that you do. I wish you strength and determination when things become difficult, especially during your upcoming middle school and high school days. I pray that you will truly feel loved unconditionally, and that you will love unconditionally also in all the days of your lives. God bless all of you. Thank you for being blessings to me. I will always think of you as fondly as the word is able to express, and I will never forget you. Truly ay to all of you, good-bye, meaning farewell. <br />
<br />Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-15059002399228818462015-01-19T04:03:00.001-08:002017-03-20T16:50:11.551-07:00Advice for New ESL Teachers<b>I've taught at three different schools, two of them being public for their respective after school programs, and one for a hogwan. </b>I spent two years working for the hogwan, and nearly two working for the after school program. I've realized that a lot of you who read this blog are teachers who are just getting started here in Korea, or even people in the English speaking world who are looking for a job, teaching English in Korea.<br />
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When I first started, I had absolutely no experience teaching. I took an online TEFL coarse, and it helped a little. With that, I went from being absolutely clueless, to knowing a little, but I knew solely about methods of teaching English, not how to control a group of children, in order to implement those methods, or the methods that the school trained me to implement. I was sort of "thrown into the wolves." <br />
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I am feeling the urge to share what I've learned as a teacher throughout my time here. So this post is for those who are like me when I first started. This is for those who have never taught before, and have just landed that first job, or are currently looking, and are preparing to move across the Pacific Ocean, across Eurasia, or into the Northern Hemisphere.<br />
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Without further due, here you go:<br />
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1. Be firm, and take charge of the class. Children will run over you, if you allow them to. Do it from the moment you walk up to the front of your classroom during the first time you teach your first lesson. Demand their attention and their respect when you take attendance, and it will set the tone for the rest of the class. <br />
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2. If you work in a school setting without established rules, it's important to make your own. Keep them short, simple, and easy to understand. Even if you teach in a hogwan with an established system, and rules, I would even suggest doing this, to show the students that you are in charge, and that you are an authority. I would suggest rules, such as<br />
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"Respect the teacher."<br />
"Respect your classmates."<br />
"Be Kind."<br />
"Be clean."<br />
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If you make them too complex, they will never understand them. Make learning the rules your very first lesson with each class. Even if they don't initially know exactly what the rules mean, teach them how to pronounce them properly, and they will understand that you are in charge. <br />
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Throughout your time teaching, when a student breaks any of the rules, point to the one that was broken, and briefly make them say the rule as a class, and they will begin to understand what they mean.<br />
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3. Be firm with the little children, and be willing to compromise with the older kids. It's sort of counter-intuitive.<br />
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Little children generally follow the teacher, and feed off of the atmosphere that the teacher sets. My natural inclination is to want to play and be goofy with them, and many times, it causes them to lose focus, and chaos ensues. You can be goofy and playful with them, but there is a thin line between having fun, and losing control, so I would suggest being more focused in the classroom. <br />
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Your goal with the little kids should be for them to learn through loving discipline. Most of them will love you and smile throughout the class anyway. For little kids, generally, English is easy and fun.<br />
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Older post-pubescent students are different. For me, it is my natural inclination to be serious with them, but they actually respond well to being goofy, and humorous. Your goal should be to make them smile, while teaching them at the same time. <br />
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With that particular age group, the lessons become difficult and boring. Most of them begin to dislike English, and all of them begin to realize that adults are not perfect, so they begin to question authority, and many of them can be downright rebellious and rude, and that behavior becomes more likely, the more firm and unmoving you are. They work well for a teacher who is able to make them smile, who lightens the mood, and gives them a little freedom. <br />
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4. It is impossible to force anybody to learn. There will be a few who will absolutely refuse to follow along, and buy into the lesson. I am generally ok with it, as long as they are quiet, and not being disruptive. But many times, that is not the case, and a large percentage of them tend to be rather disruptive. Those students are cancerous to a proper learning environment.<br />
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With little kids, I find that making them stand in the corner, nose facing the corner for a period of time works well. If he/she refuses to stand still, or is continually disruptive, then send them to the Korean teacher, and let her discipline the child how she sees fit. <br />
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With older kids, I simply kick them out of the class when they get out of control. It's a funny coincidence how the class environment instantly improves. <br />
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5. If a little kid refuses to do something that you tell him to do, or refuses to move somewhere that you tell him/her to move, be calm, and physically pick him/her up, and/or drag them, to the place you want him/her to move, or physically force them to do what you want them to do.<br />
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You are stronger than they are after all. Do this unemotionally, and do it gently with a certain matter of firmness. Most of the time, they will get the message, but in the instance that they don't, simply repeat the use of force in the same exact manner, as if you were a machine. When this is done, other kids notice, and usually they move where you tell them to move, or do what you ask them to do.<br />
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6. With older kids, I play on their desire to be acknowledged as adults, so when they are uncooperative, I simply open the door of the classroom, and express to them that they have a choice whether or not to be there. If they don't want to be there, they have the choice to walk through that door, and leave. I show them that if they want to talk and socialize, they will have to do it outside, but when they are in the classroom, they have to learn, and buy into the lesson. If they continue to be disruptive, kick them out. If they refuse to leave, gently grab them by the wrist, and show them to the door. <br />
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If a class is falling behind, because they are being too rowdy, I make them stay past the allotted time to finish what needs to be done. They hate this one, but sometimes it's necessary, and when you start cutting into their time, they focus begrudgingly. <br />
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7. With the older kids, for the most part, many times, they will intentionally try to make you angry for no reason. It amuses them. You have to be bulletproof, and you shouldn't take yourself too seriously. It's ok to fire back, as long as you aren't vulgar, and as long as you aren't downright insulting. Just a small amount of condescension and a quick whit is required. The goal is to make other students in the class to laugh at the student you are targeting. <br />
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8. With that being said, things that I will absolutely not tolerate: laziness coupled with loudness; continued disobedience pertaining to disrupting the people who are buying into the lesson; bad language; students being rude to other classmates; and students being rude to the teacher to the point of undermining your authority, and your ability to teach. <br />
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Those things must be prevented as much as possible from happening. Obviously you can't prevent everything, but if any of the violations mentioned above happen, the child must pay in some way for what he/she did. Nothing disrespectful/rude/disruptive should be free. <br />
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9. Don't take it personally when children are disrespectful. The moment the day is over, I forget it. <br />
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10. Second only to the children's safety is maximizing what the children are learning in each class period. Make that and finishing the lesson your first priority. If anything is preventing that from happening, quickly remove it in any method that is efficient and appropriate. <br />
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11. The most important thing to remember when going into your first lesson is speak loudly and authoritatively, but keep a kind demeanor. If you do that, the children will respond well, and learning through experience will be easier. <br />
<br />Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-63702721528626003482014-11-09T18:26:00.000-08:002017-03-20T16:50:11.649-07:00Excitement for the Future<b>I have been away from the blogosphere for a while now, but that doesn't mean that nothing has been happening.</b> Quite the contrary has been the case. For now, I will just say that my time as an ESL teacher in South Korea is coming to an end at the end of February. <br />
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Nothing negative is happening, nor has happened. I am simply being called to another place. <br />
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I've mentioned in a previous post that I moved here to Seoul from Gwangju, a city that I still love, because I have felt called by God to do so. I did so sight unseen, not knowing anybody, and knowing very little about the city. From the time I landed at Incheon Airport to permanently move here, God has put people in my life who have helped me get settled, remain happy, grow as a Christian, and further pursue the calling I have in my life.<br />
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Seoul is a city where the churches, both Korean and Expat are on fire for God. I've heard on more than one instance people say about the city, "This is a place where God is moving." I definitely believe it, because I've experienced it myself. It is a place where I have experienced an enormous amount of growth in my passion for, knowledge of, and experience with Jesus Christ. <br />
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I can't speak on exactly what I will be doing in the future, but I will state that it will involve me working with Koreans from a place other than South Korea. The longer I work with Koreans, and the more I experience the favor that they show me, the more I realize that an enormous purpose that God has for my life is to minister, and to help them. I'm sure many of you who have been with me from the beginning will be able to "put two and two together" to figure out exactly what that calling that I will be pursuing is.<br />
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It is now November, and the ending of the current contract that I have signed with my current school is in sight. I know it will be an extremely bitter sweet time, because I have experienced an enormous amount of growth as a teacher, and I am now extremely confident in my ability to enable a person to improve in their ability to master the English language. <br />
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It will be an even more bitter sweet time, because I will really miss the children that I teach. I am fighting tears now thinking about it, because I have taught some extraordinary children who will grow to be extraordinary contributors to their respective societies. And not to mention, they are wonderful people for whom I have grown to really care about, and chances are high that when I say my last goodbyes to them, it will be the last time that I will ever see them again. It won't be easy.<br />
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If it were up to me, I would be teaching students, and experiencing South Korea for the considerable future, but I've come to learn that God has a different purpose for my life, and it involves me sacrificing the comforts that I have come to know here, and totally relying on him to provide financially, logistically, relationally, and spiritually for my future. I've come to learn that man is at his most powerful when he is completely reliant on that, so I look to the future unafraid. It will probably involve me suffering and sacrificing for the sake of Christ, as Paul called Timothy to do with him as he was imprisoned, writing the book 2 Timothy. I don't do it unwillingly, because quite honestly, I am really excited about pursuing this next dream that God, the true dream giver, has revealed to me. <br />
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Please pray for me. God bless all of you.Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-61148906121913080932014-10-20T17:13:00.000-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.641-07:00Yes, I'm Still Alive II<b>Just checking in to show everyone that I'm still alive. </b>My lack of posts is not because nothing is happening. Actually, it's quite the contrary. It's because of the sensitive nature of everything. Being that my future has sort of a sensitive nature, I'm not sure if something that I post can jeopardize my future. I'm sure it won't, but I'd prefer to be cautious.<br />
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Let's just say that I will become a missionary, and am working towards that. Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-88334022703705913242014-07-10T08:44:00.001-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.707-07:00"A House Divided"<b>I am proud of the fact that I am an alum of LSU, an SEC university.</b> My pride for my university is not a unique thing in the south. People hang flags outside of their homes. They put various paraphernalia on their cars such as bumper stickers, decals, license plates, and etc. Many people wear their university colors everywhere.<br />
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Naturally, people affiliated with different universities intermarry. It's quite common, especially in states with at least two major universities, like Mississippi, Alabama, South Carolina, Florida, and Georgia. When that happens, most of the time, people don't stop cheering for the team that they are affiliated with, because their spouse is affiliated with a different one. So naturally during football season, things can be rather tense in those respective households, especially at family gatherings with in-laws. <br />
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Many of these families display their pride for their two universities with a license plate on the front of their cars with the words, "House Divided", and the plate will be divided in two with the logo of a respective university on each side. <br />
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I wonder sometimes which teams the children of these couples cheer for. Perhaps I can provide some insight into that, being that I am an American with Korean ethnicity living in Korea, a country that I have come to care about, during the World Cup. <br />
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Here in Korea, I am really proud of the fact that I am an American, especially around my non-Korean friends. I am a fan of sports in general, especially football (American football for all my non-American friends) and basketball. Being that I am from Louisiana I am very vocal about my fanhood for LSU football, LSU mens basketball, LSU Baseball, the New Orleans Saints, and the New Orleans Pelicans. And recently here in Korea, I have been quite vocal about the U.S. world cup fanhood. On my twitter account, I've posted pics of such American icons as Hulk Hogan, George Washington, Rocky Balboa, and Abraham Lincoln to display my fanhood of American soccer.<br />
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I am extremely proud to be an American. One of my students said during the London Olympics, "I don't like America, because they always win in the Olympics." <br />
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My immediate automatic almost-instinctive proud response was, "Yeah, we're the best." <br />
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I enjoy imagining what I would do, if the American Soccer Team came to Seoul to play Korea in a friendly. Obviously, if that happened, I would sit in the American section of the stadium with my American friends in my red, white, and blue, and celebrating if we scored a goal, or even won.<br />
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At the same time, if that moment were to happen, it would be rather bittersweet, because although I am really proud to be an American, I don't enjoy in the least bit seeing Korea lose, even when it's to my country. <br />
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As a passionate sports fan, it's a rather confusing feeling. There are moments when I will say unequivocally that I would cheer for America, but on the rare occasions where competition between the two nations happens, I find my support secretly shifting to Korea. There are moments when I am secretly cheering for Korea, but then I would notice an American on the other side that I identify with, and I begin to feel better about cheering for America. Then Korea would start losing, and I would find myself secretly cheering for them again. Sometimes my support wanes periodically throughout a competition. <br />
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I've experienced this only a few times. The most recent being a women's volleyball match between the two nations during the 2012 London Olympics, and a women's curling match during the 2014 Winter Olympics in Sochi.<br />
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As my American pride in terms of sports and competition is rather extraverted, my pride in the nation of Korea, as a Korean-American is rather introverted. Many times, my support for Korea is just as strong or stronger, despite that. I can't explain exactly why, but I was extremely proud when Korea scored their first goal in their opener in the World Cup against Russia as I was eating my breakfast getting ready for work. It was a stronger feeling than any that I had that was associated with any good thing that America did in the tournament. <br />
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I was moved while watching a reality show that follows some Korean celebrities in Brazil as they cheer for Korea during the World Cup, when one of the female celebrities started to tear (with a long e) up when the Korean team was introduced before a match, and the Korean National Anthem was sung. I was also moved when they showed a Korean man in the stands crying when Algeria scored their third goal to go up 3-0 early on in their match, and Yoo Jae Seok, tried to rally support in the stands. I was really proud during those moments.<br />
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I don't vocalize my support for Korea during competitions, because I am not a Korean citizen, but my support for them, many times, is every bit as strong as my support for America, sometimes even secretly cheering for them against my home country. So many times, during international competitions, I really do find myself being a "house divided." Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-24533374291021232332014-05-19T05:43:00.001-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.576-07:00A Normal Weekday Morning Commute in Seoul <b>As I lay here on my bed, looking out the window of my 13th floor apartment at all the cars riding along on the highway, and at all the lights of the city, I sit here wondering what to write.</b> <b> </b>Recently, I've felt the urge to write more, almost as if someone important, whom I don't know, is reading. To that person, whoever you are, Hello. Thanks for reading. God bless you.<br />
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I am fairly entrenched into a routine here. I have friends. Everyday, I wake up, get ready for work, walk out the door of my apartment, wait for the elevator, step in when the door opens, sit and wait for a few seconds for it to touch down on the first floor. Sometimes, it stops on it's way down at a floor in between mine and the first, and someone steps in. Sometimes the face is familiar, but most of the time, it isn't. If it's an attractive lady, and she is flirty, sometimes I say something to break the ice. But most of the time, I sit silently, stand tall, and stare straight ahead at the closed door, and so does the other person, as the elevator descends. <br />
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I step out of the elevator, and walk into the lobby to greet the security guard, before walking out the door front door of the building. He knows everybody that lives in the building. Every resident knows him, and greets him also, just like I do. <br />
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I step out of the front door near the busy road that runs a few yards away. The sound of traffic dominates, including the hum of cars, and the roar of busses. I have to turn my headphones up rather loud in order to hear my music and podcasts clearly over it. <br />
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I walk a few feet to the bus stop to wait once again. In my year of living here at this particular place, I've never seen the same person more than once at this particular bus stop, and I am pretty good at recognizing faces, even those of people I don't know personally. Seoul is a big city, and so is my neighborhood. <br />
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Some days, I have to wait longer than others. When the bus comes, I see usually the second familiar face of the day, and usually, it's the last until I arrive at work, and that being the bus driver. There are around five to ten different buses that run along that route. I know the faces of each driver, and they know the faces of many of the regulars. They know mine, at least. The kinder ones smile upon seeing me, and say "hello," and "welcome" in Korean. I like it when they do that.<br />
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I normally sit alone in my seat, sometimes I have to stand when it's crowded, as my music or podcast plays through my white Apple headphones. (To see my taste in music, and to get an idea of what is played in the mornings, check out my Twitter feed on the right side of this page. There are always links to stuff I like. As far as podcasts, I really enjoy The Rich Eisen Podcast, The Fighter and the Kid, In the NO, and The MMA Hour. Sometimes I like Bill Simmons, and I always listen to Zack Lowe and Jalen Rose on Grantland.) <br />
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The bus that I take takes me to the subway station. <br />
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Korean bus drivers have absolutely zero consideration for the passengers. They slam on the breaks extremely hard at bus stops and stop lights, sometimes throwing people. They hit the accelerator just as hard. They are terrible at shifting gears, and working the clutch smoothly. The bus ride to the subway station is always rough, but the music and podcasts make it more pleasant.<br />
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After the bus driver slams on the breaks at my stop, I exit the bus, and begin weaving through the people at the crowded bus stop near the subway station. I continue weaving through people as I walk along the crowded sidewalk that is lined with cafes on one side, and twenty-four-hour street food tents. Because most of it is fried, and because it's rather unhealthy, I never eat the street food, even though sometimes I am interested in how it tastes. If I'm craving fried food, I'll eat something better, so I am always able to talk myself out of stopping and trying it.<br />
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Koreans walk really slowly. At least to me, they do, so I find myself weaving through them whenever I am walking anywhere in the city. This is especially true during my morning commute. It's refreshing whenever a Korean is walking at least at the same pace as I am in front of me. <br />
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As I enter the entrance to the subway, I climb down a rather long set of stairs, and weave through an underground market full of vendors setting up for the day. In this particular subway station, in the mornings, I seem to be going against the morning traffic, because a lot more people are getting off of the train, and walking in the opposite direction through the underground market, some of them in a rush and running, many of them being ladies in skirts and high heels. I'm really impressed at their ability to run in them without tripping, or even stumbling. <br />
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Sometimes there are so many people who are walking in the opposite direction that it feels and looks like I am walking against wave after wave of a high tide of Korean people.<br />
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My station is one where numerous people exit the train in the mornings, and few enter, so there is almost always a seat available upon entering. When the train stops at the next station, the train suddenly becomes packed with people, as the people who are standing have to squeeze to make room, and it remains that way for the duration of my thirty minute subway trip. <br />
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When I exit the train, it's like a tale of two subway stops. I leave my neighborhood full of business people, and young professionals who are in a hurry, and the train takes me to the neighborhood where I teach, where the sidewalks seem full of Korean mothers slowly and leisurely pushing baby carriages in a sea of high-end high rise apartments. <br />
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As I enter my school at 11:00am, the school day is in full swing for the children and other teachers. I suddenly see familiar faces again. I see children playing in the soccer field in front of my school, and the P.E. teachers organizing them. I walk into my school, and I see some of my students wandering the hallways. I walk up the stairs to my room on the 4th floor. I take a right, and see the kind and attractive 4th grade teachers teaching their classes across the hall from my classroom. I briefly enter my classroom to drop off my things, turn on the lights, and power on the computer. Then as I exit, I make my way to my co-teacher's class room down the hall to check in, and receive a quick briefing before preparing for the day. Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-62989740859434396142014-05-06T06:50:00.001-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.645-07:00The Land of the Rising Sun<div class="p1">
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<span class="s1">It is fascinating to see, to witness, and to experience. There are places here in Tokyo that are absolutely overflowing with people, but it isn’t overwhelming like it is at other places, and the crowds aren’t as tiresome as they are in other large cities. Whenever I told people in Seoul that I need a vacation, they would respond with, “Where do you plan on going?”</span></div>
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<span class="s1">“I really want to go to Tokyo.” </span></div>
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<span class="s1">“Really?! It’s even bigger than Seoul. And you want to go there to recharge?!” </span></div>
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<span class="s1">After having the same conversation a few times with different people, I began to doubt my desire and my intuition, and I began to think about going to a place like the Philippines, or Thailand. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">I am glad that I followed my strongest desire and greatest interest, despite hearing people advise against it, because this trip has been exactly what I needed. I feel refreshed, and rejuvenated. As a person like me who has no attachment to this society, I am able to find rest in the inherent tranquility, and in the fact that I am seeing and experiencing something different. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">I would tend to think that if I were a part of the society here, and if I knew the ins and outs of the etiquette, I would probably be less able to relax, but being detached, and yet still able to observe, and to a small degree, experience the way of life has been perfect for me, and my condition. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">I sit here in a cafe on Ginza Street here in Tokyo on a Spring Sunday afternoon among a large crowd of people, but not overwhelmingly large, with everyone dressed in their spring apparel (And Japanese women, much like Korean women, are extremely well-dressed.), while walking calmly and quietly in public. It has been beautiful to witness, and every place that I have visited here has been that way.</span></div>
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<span class="s1">The fact is, upon returning to Korea, if I were to tell my Korean students about the trip, most of them would have absolutely no interest in hearing about it. I would go as far as saying that they would probably have some rather unkind things to say about my experiences. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">It isn’t a baseless prediction, because that very thing happened the last time I attempted to share with my students from one of my previous schools about a visit to Kyoto and Osaka, upon returning. Those feelings that they possess do not come from nowhere. They don’t develop these feelings themselves. They have to be learned, and acquired from another source. They come from their parents and grandparents, and the ill-will that Korean society, as a whole, has towards Japanese society. Although those feelings are justified, because of the dark history between the two nations, they are not right. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">Despite those feelings, I’m quite sure that if a Japanese person were hurting, or in need of help on the streets of Seoul, that a Korean would be there to help them, but nonetheless, the feelings are rather strong.</span></div>
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<span class="s1">The ill-will felt by Koreans towards Japan does not change my opinion that Japan has a beautiful culture, language, and a fascinating way of life. It was a great vacation. It was eye-opening, enlightening, inspiring, fascinating, and beautiful. I hope to return for another visit. </span></div>
Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-42850036456321175592014-05-03T08:39:00.000-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.608-07:00Upon Landing in Tokyo<div class="p1">
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<span class="s1">Just like my previous visit to Japan, the moment I got off the plane, and made it through customs, I came to a stunning realization that I am no longer in Korea, and I immediately felt like an outsider. This time, I expected it, but sometimes, when things are so different than what you are accustomed to, expectation doesn’t adequately prepare you for what you experience. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">During the flight, I was rather tense, because it was to land at 11pm, and I researched the subway system to learn that the last train at the airport departed at 11:50. I did not feel like trying to get a bus, because of the price, and my lack of knowledge of Tokyo. I knew that determining the correct bus to take, while working through a language barrier would be difficult. And neither did I feel like taking a taxi, which on top of all that I mentioned about taking a bus, would have been extremely expensive, a lot more so than in Korea. By far, the easiest directions that I received were via the subway, and even that was a little daunting.</span><br />
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<span class="s1">Before leaving, I seriously asked my christian friends to pray for me while traveling. I felt like it would take a miracle for me to make it through customs on time (first world problems). </span><br />
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<span class="s1">I received a tip from a good friend of mine, Greg, an experienced traveller, who explained, when in a hurry to be somewhere upon landing, request a seat in the front of the plane, which is what I did, which resulted in the pretty Korean lady working the check-in for Asiana Airlines informing me with a smile that that is where I would be sitting. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">Through all the tense feelings, I was able to receive a window seat, and I was taken aback by how enormous Haneda Airport was. What stood out was an enormous neon sign on the building that read, “Tokyo International Airport.” The building itself looked massive under the night sky, and what also stood out was through the windows on it, and through the dim lights that shined through them, there was a certain calmness in how the small silhouettes of the people were moving. The airport certainly reflected the personality of the nation it represented. I had a moment of calmness as I was observing it through the window of the plane, as we were taxing to the terminal.</span></div>
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<span class="s1">The plane was fifteen minutes late landing, apparently because it was a busy day for the airline industry in Japan. At that point, I felt like there was no way I would get through, but I was going to try anyway, because miracles do happen. I had friends who said prayers for me, after all. The Japanese friends that I made on the plane also urged me to go as fast as possible as we said our goodbyes, and they made a way for me to be one of the first people out of the plane, but to make matters worse, I had to take a shuttle bus to customs, and I ended up sitting next to them, after thinking I would have been far ahead of them. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">Customs was excruciatingly slow, as always, but as I always do, I completely filled out my customs and entrance cards on the plane, and a Japanese official checking them noticed that I did, so he directed me to an express line. My bag was one of the first out of baggage check, and I made it through rather quickly. Still, I was thinking there would be no way that I would be able to hop on the train on time.</span></div>
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<span class="s1">I noticed that the tracks were rather close to the exit at customs, and that people were racing to them, so I began to do the same. I noticed a nice-looking older Japanese couple enter an elevator to the tracks, so I quickly jumped in with them. As soon as the door opened, there was the train. I thought, “Thank God. I made it.” </span></div>
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<span class="s1">The Tokyo subway system is a lot more complex than that of Seoul, and the guest house was rather far from the airport, so still I was tense. The moment I entered the train, I was hit rather hard by the fact that I was an outsider in an extremely unfamiliar place. I know absolutely exactly two words of Japanese, and that is “Konichiwa, (hello)” and “Arigato Kojaimas (Thank you very much).” I can read absolutely zero Japanese, and I know very little about the culture, so when I entered a train filled with Japanese people with no Koreans in sight, I realized that I was the only westerner around, so the intense feelings grew. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">But during that subway ride, which was above ground, I was immediately taken aback by the neighborhoods that were visible. I saw houses which were really close to each other with dimly lit lights on streets that looked uniquely Japanese, even at eleven o'clock at night. I was able to make out a graveyard in the dark, and if you’ve never seen one, they are rather different and interesting, and they have a certain beauty to them. And once again, I noticed a certain calmness and serenity in the dim lights of the houses, and neighborhoods, to a greater degree than that of the airport. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">My only thought was to make sure I was going the right way, and in a trip that had two transfers, I was really worried about taking the right train, which at the second transfer, I failed to do. I immediately realized it after the first stop, so I immediately exited. After doing so, I realized I exited the last train of the evening. I refused to pay the high cab fare to get where I had to go, so that was out of the question. I quickly decided to take my chances, and walk away from the subway station until I found a hotel to stay at for the evening. Needless to say, the tense feelings didn’t go away. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">I didn’t have to walk far until I found a hotel that was beyond what I had expected, better than any of the places I reserved, and wasn’t that much more expensive. I really believe those prayers helped. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">Again, I stated that I am a total outsider here, and I have embraced it. The only time I’ve ever felt this way in my life was during my previous visit to Japan.</span></div>
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<span class="s1">In America, we have chosen a particular word to coin an entire group of people who have black hair, white skin, and small eyes who are either from east Asia, or are descendants of people from there. We call them “Asian.” Sure the Japanese, Koreans, and the Chinese are “Asian,” but I am starting to dislike that moniker, because the only things that are remotely similar about Korean, Japanese, and even Chinese cultures are some of their physical features, and the fact that they use chopsticks. </span><br />
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<span class="s1">Koreans, the Japanese, the Chinese, among all of the other cultures that are are associated with the moniker are so vastly different, that they are each races in and of themselves. And even among what is seemingly similar, they have minor nuances that make them totally different. I propose that people should stop saying, "I'm Asian," and go back to saying, "I'm Chinese/Japanese/Korean/Veitnamese/etc." White people may not understand the differences in the cultures, but that doesn't matter, because that doesn't change the fact that they each is vastly different from the other. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">More on that in a later post, but my point is that Korean and Japanese culture are totally different. And the even bigger point is when I came to Japan for the first time over a year ago, I thought I could identify with Japanese people in the same way I sort of do in Korea, because I had the American mindset that we are all “Asian,” but that is not at all the case. For me, being there is like being a dog in a world full of cats. The cultures are totally different, and I have absolutely no basis of identification with them. </span></div>
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<span class="s1">With that being said, I am excited to be here. I am blessed, and I look forward to sharing more with you in the next post, which should be soon. Here’s to a great stay in Tokyo, and stay tuned for more. </span></div>
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Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-58852725107766649652014-04-29T10:20:00.001-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.638-07:00Uncertainty<b>I have an unexplainable pit in my stomach. </b>It is difficult to describe, but it isn't one of ominousness. It seems to stem more from uncertainty. To be honest, this isn't the first time that I've felt it. I guess the only way I can explain it is by explaining the times I've had it before.<br>
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It reminds me of every time I checked in for my flight at Louis Armstrong International Airport, near New Orleans to fly out to Korea. I remember embracing my father at 5:30 in the morning, before my 6:30 flight departed, as I just checked in, knowing it was time to walk through security, and enter the terminal. I was always excited, somewhat somber, and filled with an awareness of the uncertainty ahead of me. <br>
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Terminals are essentially large well-lit hallways. And as I walked through it, I remember that feeling as I found myself feeling alone once again.<br>
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I felt it as I got off the bus at Gwangju for the first time at the the bus terminal, known as "USquare" to locals. After living in Korea for three years, it looks rather normal now, but when I arrived, it had such an unfamiliar smell. Its colors were unfamiliar. It also had an unfamiliar vibe. The internet on my ipod touch didn't work. My boss wasn't where he said he would be. That pit of uncertainty began to grow, as I began to wonder, "What am I doing here?" He turned out to be late, which was ok. <br>
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It continued during that same day when I walked into my apartment for the first time, and I noticed how dirty it was. I couldn't sleep that night until it was clean enough for me to take a shower in the bathroom. I had that pit of uncertainty in my stomach the first time I walked into it. I thought to myself, "What have I gotten myself into?" <br>
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For some reason, as I sit here writing at 2am on a Wednesday night in my clean comfortable new apartment, I am feeling that familiar pit of uncertainty, and I am attempting to figure out why, hoping that writing would allow me to feel a greater understanding of the reason. Maybe it's because my now ex-girlfriend and I recently broke up, which is a strong source of uncertainty and change. Maybe it's because I'm flying out to Tokyo this week. I seem to feel that feeling most often in airports. Maybe it's a combination of the two, and maybe they are connected.<br>
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It's kind of funny how I've been so busy in Seoul that I haven't even thought about taking a vacation until recently. It's kind of funny how just as I broke up with my girlfriend, unbeknownst to the GEPIK teacher at my school, whom I recently befriended, he starts telling me how awesome Tokyo is, being that I have always been so interested in Japan, which at the time, was also unbeknownst to him. After hearing him talk about it, I suddenly got the urge to fly there as soon as possible. I love living here in Seoul, but I need a break.<br>
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And people ask, "Why Tokyo? It's even bigger, and more bustling than Seoul." I agree, and I won't dispute that. But I believe fulfilling a dream can be a source of healing. It can be a source of rejuvenation. It can be a source of strength. And visiting Tokyo has been a dream of mine, albeit a small one. <br>
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There is some uncertainty associated with the trip, but that is what makes it exciting. I associate uncertainty with excitement for the future. What will happen now that I'm a bachelor? What will the next lady I date be like? What will Tokyo be like? What will I experience there? What will I see? What will I eat? How will I travel? Who will I meet? Will I enjoy my time there? Will I enjoy seeing that which is new and unfamiliar, because sometimes the unfamiliar can be rather unpleasant. There is so much uncertainty happening currently. Even though it is small, it is unmistakeable nonetheless. <br>
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I am an eternal optimist, and to people like me, uncertainty breeds excitement. Every time I've had that pit of uncertainty, good things have happened. I may have been alone and uncertain for a short time, but God put wonderful friends in my life, and he provided me with wonderful places to work, to teach some great people. He has provided me with wonderful places to live that are beyond anything that I could have imagined.<br>
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I've learned to embrace this pit with excitement. I am excited about the future, and it starts with being single again as I heal from the wounds of my previous relationship, and it will continue very soon with a trip to Tokyo, as I fulfill a small, but hopefully significant dream. It's exciting.<br>
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Stay tuned. Hopefully, I can send you a post on location soon. <br>
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<b>I would like take this opportunity to send everybody who reads my blog a sincere thanks.</b> I have been in Korea for three years now, and the people who visit my site has grown significantly during that time. I am suddenly feeling at a loss for words, and all I can think of saying is that I am humbled that many of you would take an interest in my life. God bless all of you. <br>
<br>Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-71590336192137414052014-04-24T09:07:00.002-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.668-07:00About "Differences in Korean and Japanese Women"<b>When I first moved to Korea, I wrote a post entitled, <a href="http://www.halfkoreaninkorea.com/2011/12/differences-in-korean-and-japanese.html" target="_blank">Differences in Korean and Japanese Women</a>. </b>It is by far my most popular post, and the biggest reason why my site gets as many hits as it does. To be honest, I'm kind of blown away by that, being that it was inspired by a simple Christmas shopping trip to Myeongdong.<br />
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Please keep in mind that it was written two and a half years ago, and styles change. I'm not saying that it is currently completely irrelevant, because it isn't yet, but I find that it is becoming less so as time passes.<br />
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I have a trip to Tokyo planned in the near future. Hopefully, that can shed more light on the subject, so I can prepare a more current post. Thank you for reading. </div>
Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-50052262385859139882014-04-24T08:57:00.001-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.614-07:00Dating in Korea III: My Personal Experience<b>I have a confession to make. </b>This may sound shallow, but the biggest reason why I became fascinated with, and eventually came to Korea is because I became attracted to Korean women. <br />
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Deep down, aren't ladies the biggest motivation behind why any man does anything of significance? You ask most of the great guitarists, and singer/songwriters of all time, and they all say the reason they learned to play the guitar and/or sing was to impress the ladies. According to the movie, The Social Network, a lady was a huge motivation behind Mark Zuckerberg's creation of Facebook. The infamous war between the Athenians and the Trojans, where the wooden horse was rolled out, was fought over a beautiful woman, Helen of Troy.<br />
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During my three years in Korea, I've had three girlfriends, all of them being Korean. The first one was Tae Hee, whom I wrote about in previous posts. I remember our inherent chemistry being so strong that she had a really difficult time speaking a coherent sentence in English, and I knew absolutely no Korean at the time, but despite that, we were able to laugh a lot, have an amazing time together, and really enjoy each other's company. It was one of the most incredible experiences of my life. I learned during that time that we humans have a means of communication that is every bit as strong as the respective languages we speak verbally, and that is attraction, kindness, affection, and care.<br />
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Tae Hee was gorgeous. She had long thick flowing black hair, and she sort of curled the bottom of her hair with one large curl, the way many Korean ladies do. Her skin was extremely fair, and she did not have double eyelids (larger eyes) that many Korean ladies desire, and get plastic surgery to acquire, meaning that her face looked distinctly Asian, almost like the women you see in those ancient paintings. She had such an infectious Korean laugh, and she was socially poised. She was well-dressed, extremely elegant, and as feminine as they come. We dated for around nine months, and I don't think I was ever more infatuated with a woman than I was with her, which was why I was so devastated when we broke up. It wasn't because of the lack of language. Actually, she made such a strong effort. <br />
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I remember riding in her car with her, and although she was a music lover, she would have English tapes playing over her sound system. The kind many of us have heard where a generic monotone American woman's voice would say random statements, and the user was supposed to repeat them aloud, and Taehee would do just that. It was really cute. She put a lot of effort into it, and I admired her for that. The voice would say statements like, "I really love cucumbers."<br />
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And she would repeat in a strong Korean accent, "I really love cucumbers."<br />
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"I found this great shopping site online."<br />
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Again she would repeat in her cute, but strong Korean accent, "I found this great shopping site online." <br />
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In the generic monotone American woman's voice, "That is absolutely disgusting."<br />
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In a Korean accent with her voice cracking trying not to laugh, "That is absolutely disgusting." And as she repeated, she would point at me, then laugh really hard in her laugh that was so Korean and so infectious. <br />
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She was a lot of fun to be around. She would do these impressions of me, and I still laugh whenever I think about them. <br />
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Anyways, and again, we didn't break up because of the language barrier. We broke up because the difference in our beliefs. When I knew our relationship was over, I was devastated, although I tried not to be. Like many men, I tried to hide it, even from myself. I would still see her sometimes, and when I would, it would be so difficult. <br />
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My most recent girlfriend, Boyeong, was the daughter of a Korean pastor. We were set up by a mutual friend, and we both agreed to meet each other on a blind date at a local cafe. I had no expectations going into it. To be honest, I was expecting her to be ugly.<br />
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As I was on my way to meet her for the first time, she wrote in a text, "I'm sitting in the corner wearing a green jacket."<br />
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Upon walking into the cafe, I looked in the corner at the lady wearing a green jacket, and I was pleasantly surprised to notice that she was very attractive. She was tall, and slim with a beautiful gracefulness in how she moved. She also had fair skin, and her face had strong Korean features, but it also had an unexplainable beautiful uniqueness to it. While TaeHee's style was more elegant, Boyoung was more modest and plain, which I really liked also. <br />
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It's kind of funny. They were seemingly opposites in terms of personalities, personal style, and the way they dressed. TaeHee was more socially poised, despite her lack of knowledge of English, while Boyeong was more introverted, and socially uncomfortable, despite the fact that her English was fluent. She lived in Toronto for six years of her life. Taehee projected an air of maturity around her while Boyeong had sort of an endearing girlishness. But at the same time, Taehee was a little clumsy and ditzy, while Boyeong had an innate common sense. <br />
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With Taehee, I knew that our relationship would not work out when she said, "I trust in Buddha." Despite that, I was willing to give it a try, because I was so infatuated. With Boyeong, when she started talking about her beliefs, her family, and how she was raised, I thought to myself, "In terms of background, this is the type of lady that I am looking for." <br />
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Boyeong, in her introvertedness, sometimes seemed sort of distant and standoffish, but there were numerous moments where I knew she genuinely cared. <br />
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One such moment was on my birthday. Being that she was sort of casual, in terms of style, on that day, she was dressed up, wearing a skirt, and looked amazing. Until then, I never realized how stunning she looked when she was dressed that way. Her tall slim figure, and the natural gracefulness in the way she moved really made her look beautiful when dressed up. <br />
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She had a birthday cake in a box from one of the bakeries in one hand, and a large bag containing a gift in the other. We went out to eat at one of my favorite restaurants in Gwangju, and afterwards, we went to my apartment, which was small by American standards. <br />
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I abided strictly by the Korean rule of no shoes allowed inside. I had no chairs for guests to sit in, so we sat on the floor with our shoes off, and rested the cake on the edge of the bed as if it were a coffee table. She didn't realize how amazing she looked, sitting on that wooden floor, so elegantly dressed, and lighting the candles on my birthday cake that was on the end of my bed, but I did. I proceeded to blow out the candles, and she gave me the present. <br />
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I removed the wrapping paper, and noticed it was a dark green polo brand sweater. I was so excited to receive it. <br />
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Her voice was feminine, quiet, and unique. After seeing my face, and noticing that my excitement was genuine, she said in her almost perfect English with a slight Korean and an equally slight Canadian accent, "I can tell you really like Polo." <br />
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She was right. Then we proceeded to have a romantic evening, before it was time for me to take her home. <br />
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That relationship didn't work out either. We simply weren't right for each other, and like Taehee, I have no ill-will towards her, and I wish her the best.<br />
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I feel like I am so blessed to experience Korean culture in this manner, to have acquired personal stories and memories about the beautiful people that I've met here. My relationships are easily my most memorable, and most treasured aspects of Korea that I have experienced, and I will never forget those memories that were made here. Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-51551027088075511222014-04-01T08:09:00.000-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.624-07:00Seoul: Kind of Tiresome, but Still Good<b>I have been living in Seoul for almost a year now, and I feel like I am becoming more integrated into the culture of the city. </b>It seems like I am always "on the go," and I'm not accustomed to living life like that, being that I am a Louisiana boy. Lately, I've been feeling rather fatigued when arriving at my apartment after a full day of work. <br />
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Currently, I am holding two jobs. I am still a full-time elementary school teacher. I no longer work at my school at Incheon. I recently got a new job at a school in Anyang, still teaching for the After School Program. I am also teaching business English near Gangnam in the mornings, a job that I started recently. (It's legal. I have an F-4 visa.) Holding two jobs can be a lot of work, and can be tiresome, but nonetheless, it is rewarding, and I am loving what I am doing. <br />
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Regarding my business English job in the mornings, I am the personal English teacher of a CFO of a company here in Korea. Many times, I am self-conscious, and am wondering whether or not I am doing a good job, but recently, she gave me a compliment that I really enjoyed receiving. She has a really large vocabulary, and her grammar mistakes are minor. She just needs more confidence in her ability, and my objective as her teacher is to instill that. She asked me in a Korean accent, and in the careful thought out manner that she normally speaks in, "Have you ever considered teaching as a volunteer for orphans, or the poor? ... Because you are a very good teacher." <br />
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I was especially happy to hear that, considering, lately, I have been feeling overwhelmed. I live over an hour by subway from my business English job in Gangnam, which is an hour away from my school in Anyang, which is where I go immediately after, and that is an hour away from my home in southwestern Seoul, and on many nights after work, I have church and social commitments. On busier days, I am on the subway for over three hours, sometimes more. On some days, I find myself leaving my apartment at 6:15 in the morning, and returning at around eleven in the evening.<br />
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There is something relaxing about being on a train with my headphones on, listening to my favorite music, and flipping pages through an ebook quietly, while standing amongst all the people who are doing the same thing, and all entering and exiting the train, going to and coming from different places as the train regularly stops and goes along the same line that I am on. There is also something about traveling/commuting, especially when waiting is involved, and especially when it is around so many other people, that induces fatigue upon the body. And that is my greatest struggle at the moment.<br />
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I have made a lot of friends here, as God has really blessed me through my church, <a href="http://www.onnurienglish.org/" target="_blank">Onnuri English Ministry</a>, but many times, I feel a need to sit home and recharge during my off time, instead of being social. Both of my jobs involve a considerable amount of heavy and close interaction with lots of people, and so does my commuting. The more I learn about who I am, the more I realize that I am extroverted, but at the same time, even the most extroverted of people need some time alone to recharge.<br />
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Lately, since living here, I have reserved my Saturday mornings for relaxing, watching NBA basketball, having a large breakfast, and drinking coffee in my apartment. I sit, and relax until I am hungry again, then I order delivery. After that, I usually take a nap, then I wake up, and usually, at around dusk, I am ready to see people again.<br />
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On a random weeknight, while winding down from an especially long day, while having my nightly devotional, which includes prayer and daily bible reading, I told God about my jobs, my commute, and my fatigue. I spilled my heart out to him. And as I was doing so, I believe he spoke. I felt it deep within my heart. He said, "This is preparing you for something else. Be strong."<br />
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I immediately felt invigorated. I know that I am here for a reason, and despite all of the difficulties, it feels good to be achieving a dream. It feels good to be living life confidently and successfully, while having to put forth a considerable amount of effort. And it feels especially good to be living life with a purpose. Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-80638989260672223712013-10-12T06:17:00.000-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.700-07:00Being Half Korean in Korea<b>I've lived in Seoul for four months now, and it wasn't until I moved here that I gained significant insight on what it's like to be living in Korea as an American of Korean descent. </b>Generally, there are two types of Koreans from foreign countries living here. Those who are of a mixed racial background, and those who are full-blooded. My newly discovered knowledge is a result of living amongst, and interacting with numerous full-blooded Koreans who were born and raised in America and Canada here in Seoul. Koreans call them "Gyopos." <br />
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From my experience, regarding Gyopos, I usually associate the word with Korean-Americans or Korean-Canadians, because they seem to be the most common nationalities that I have come across, and have interacted with. They also come from numerous other countries. I've met Korean-Mexicans, Korean-Argentines, Korean-Brits, and even Korean-Brazilians. <br />
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Although one of my best friends in Gwangju was a gyopo from San Francisco, it was rather rare to come across them there, so I was rather taken aback by how numerous they are in here in Seoul.<br />
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In Gwangju, the Koreans that I grew accustomed to interacting with were the ones who are native to Korea. These are the Koreans who act Korean (Obviously. They are from Korea after all.) These are the Koreans who call me, "Ca-dee-su," instead of calling me "Chris." These are the Koreans who say, 'Sek-shi,' instead of 'sexy.' These are the Koreans who say "stu-rain-jee," instead of "strange." So, at first, it's rather strange (no pun intended) to meet a man who looks Korean, and dresses Korean with a stereotypical Korean hairstyle, and hear him ask me in a stereotypical American accent and tone of voice, "Do you know where I can get some fish Tacos?" <br />
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And it's funny hearing a girl who looks Korean, and dresses Korean with a common Korean hairstyle say in an aggravated tone with a stereotypical American accent, "I'm so over it..."<br />
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Many of the gyopos that I've met are like me in that they grew up only knowing English. A lot of them grew up in multicultural societies such as America or Canada, and had parents who didn't want their kids to be at a disadvantage. Numerous others were put up for adoption by their biological Korean parents as infants, and were adopted and raised by non-Koreans.<br />
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Gyopos come to Korea for numerous different reasons, but when they get here, many of the ones that I've known seemed to have a difficult time adjusting. Upon arriving, Koreans seem to notice that these people have Korean faces, but they don't dress like a Korean. Their skin is tan, instead of the preferred fair skin. They don't have Korean hairstyles. They don't have Korean mannerisms. Many Koreans mistake them as Asians from other countries, which, in all actuality, they are. They are American/Canadian/British/Etc. <br />
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Then they eventually manage adjust, but still, they struggle to fit in, because of the language. Koreans will try to speak Korean to them. Many of them are unable to answer, and many of those who are able to, do so with an American accent, so the funny looks continue. <br />
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On a plane from San Francisco to Seoul, I met a gyopo lady who was a Korean adoptee raised by white parents. Like me, she grew up trying to fit in with white American society, and one day, became suddenly fascinated with her biological Korean heritage. She came to Korea excitedly thinking, "I'm going back to the mother land." <br />
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She described how fitting in in Korea was rather difficult, and this is how she described her predicament, "Since I look Korean, a Korean person will look at me, and automatically expect me to know how to speak Korean. Once they speak to me, and realize that I can't, they look at me like, 'Who is this idiot?'" <br />
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I, on the other hand, being half-Korean and half-white have it rather easy. I look white. I dress white. I have a white American hair style. I act like a white guy. Naturally, Koreans don't see me as a Korean. In terms of first impressions, they see me as a white American.<br />
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I'll never forget this. Back when I was a boy back home in America, one of my mother's Korean friends told me, "Chris, you don't look Korean. You look more like a Mexican." My feelings weren't hurt, but I was taken aback. Around my mother's Korean friends, I wanted to look like and be a Korean.<br />
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My Korean is rather unsatisfactory, and when Koreans hear my feeble attempt to speak, they don't give me the same strange looks that they give full-blooded gyopos. With me, they give me a big smile, and sometimes laugh, and say in a strong Korean accent, "Oooooh! Very good!!" <br />
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I realize that I don't speak Korean well. I only know 'survival Korean,' and I don't consider that to be "very good."<br />
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Usually, being that I am an American, I am able to set a strong first impression among Koreans, so when I tell them, "Naneun omaga Hanguk saram imnida (My mother is Korean)," they are usually really surprised. Some of them brush it off, and act like I am this American who can recite a sentence in Korean without actually knowing what it means, because I couldn't possibly have Korean blood, because I don't look Korean. But when it actually registers in their minds that I am indeed of Korean heritage, their opinion of me almost always increases favorably, because now they sort of see me as one of them. The favorable impressions will probably be stronger when I learn Korean.<br />
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I've accepted the fact that Koreans see me as an American, but sometimes it annoys me when the Korean waiter at a restaurant goes to the kitchen to bring me a fork. <br />
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The longer I am in Korea, the more American I feel. After all, it's only natural, because I am one. I mentioned in a previous post that before coming to Korea, I would have cheered for Korea, if Korea was playing America in a sporting event, or if a Korean was in direct competition with an American in the Olympics. Now, I unabashedly cheer for the American.<br />
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Still, I am half Korean. I've heard American friends talk about numerous things that Koreans do that drive them crazy, and because of that, I've found myself being rather critical of the expat community here. <br />
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I've always felt almost as much at home here as I do in America. I've never experienced the culture shock that most expats have experienced, so sometimes, I don't understand their perspective. When I first moved to Korea, a foreigner who was a Canadian of white descent asked me, "What are some of the weirdest things that you have seen here?"<br />
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I couldn't give her a good answer, because, honestly, nothing was really that strange to me. <br />
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With very few exceptions, I've always understood why Koreans do the things they do, because being a middle child, I am naturally adaptive, and most of the time, I can be rather empathetic. It's kind of funny how I am that way with the Korean community, and not the foreign community. Another reason why I've always seemed to inherently understand how Koreans act is, while growing up, Korean culture was a significant part of my life every day in my home. In some aspects of my life, I have a Korean mindset and a Korean perspective. One of my Korean friends once told me that I have the inherent humility that Koreans have. I took that as a huge compliment <br />
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I'm ashamed to say that when out and about by myself, which I find myself being quite often, I avoid foreigners like the plague. In my workplace, and in my church, that is not the case. My best friends here are foreigners from church, and foreign coworkers. But on the street, I've preferred not to meet other Americans and foreigners. I've always wanted to meet and interact with Koreans. It's something that needs to be changed, but my mindset has been, if I want to be around Americans, I should be living in America. <br />
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Westerners, particularly Americans, can be seen as extremely loud and boisterous in public here in Korea, and I see the dirty looks Koreans give them when they act that way. Koreans can be rather loud sometimes, but many of the people from the older generation have something against hearing English spoken loudly in public places. My mindset here has always been that of a guest, and that I should abide by the cultural norms, and wishes of the natives here. I believe in standing up for myself, but I also believe being courteous keeps you out of unpleasant situations that are avoidable.<br />
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I get so uncomfortable when in a restaurant or a cafe with a large group of westerners, and they proceed to take it upon themselves to rearrange the tables in order to accommodate themselves with total disregard for how Koreans are perceiving them. In America, such a practice is completely fine, but in Korea, I've seen some really awkward looks from Koreans. <br />
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I've heard numerous Americans say to me without realizing who I am, "Koreans throw logic completely out the window." It's been said to me numerous times, and I get so annoyed whenever I hear it. Those things contribute to my willful avoidance, and I've recently found myself being rather unforgiving, when I should be more empathetic. After all, I am a westerner myself.<br />
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The other evening, while on the neighborhood bus that shuttles me to and from the subway station, I saw a white foreigner, who looked to be an American, and looked like he could have been a nice guy. It's rather rare to see foreigners on that particular bus route, moreover, it was the first time I had ever seen one there. I know it was the same for him also. I can say that, because he looked right at me. I made eye contact with him, but I acted as if it were completely normal to see another American on the bus, and I immediately looked away, and completely avoided contact. I did it in sort of a haughty manner, and for that, I am ashamed. <br />
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I could tell he wanted to talk. Maybe he was having a difficult time, and needed another foreigner to talk to. Maybe he felt alone in this strange country where people "throw logic completely out the window." Maybe he could have been a friend, so looking back on that interaction, or lack thereof, I felt bad. <br />
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I should make myself more available. I should also be more forgiving, and I shouldn't allow my critical feelings to get in the way of being more outgoing and helpful. <br />
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Again, as a half-Korean, despite my attitudes towards some Americans here, the longer that I am in Korea, the more I see myself as an American. At the same time, I've always understood Korean culture, and their way of life. All my life, I've always been accustomed to being around Koreans, and hearing a language that I don't understand, so being here has always felt rather normal. Not to mention, I've always loved Korean food. <br />
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I realize that I can't speak for other halfies, because numerous factors can determine the quality of a person's experience, but for me, living in Korea as a half-Korean is a good life. Being in the middle of two cultures, and feeling at home in both can be rather comforting. I would highly recommend it to any halfie that is at home considering moving here. Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-91764935242496731672013-10-12T01:59:00.001-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.715-07:00Being Half Korean in America<b>My full name is Christopher Choi Polk.</b> 'Choi' is my mothers maiden name, and my two brothers have it also as their middle names. I am from a suburb of New Orleans, Lousiana, called Slidell. I remember on numerous occasions having to correct white and black teachers on the first day of school on how to pronounce the name 'Choi.' I remember hearing them say things like "Chow," and "Troy."<br />
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In high school, my brothers and I played football for Slidell High. I remember our friends giving my older brother the nickname, "Bok Choi." I became "Baby Bok," and my little brother was "Brussel Sprout." </div>
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My mother is an amazing cook, and she used to cook Korean bar-b-que for our teammates and friends. My brother used to joke, and tell them that my mother was cooking dog meat, and we used to tell them that the reason we had our dog, Annie (God bless her soul. She recently died at the age of 16.) was to fatten her up for a future bar-b-que. But they knew we were joking, and it would get a laugh, because some of our teammates that didn't know us as well as our close friends would actually believe us. </div>
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Some of my first memories were eating kimchi and rice for lunch at the dinner table with my brothers and my mother. I remember my mother licking the red pepper off of the kimchi, so it wouldn't be too spicy for a little boy such as the one that I was at the time. </div>
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My aunt and uncle live near my mother, so between them and my mother's numerous Korean friends, hearing conversations in Korean in my house was a daily occurance, but I was never taught it, because my mother wanted us to be Americans. Many of my foreign friends here in Korea get upset when we are hanging out with a group of Koreans, and they speak Korean to each other. It never bothers me, because hearing a different language without understanding it is quite natural for me. I am quite comfortable when that happens, and many times I will find myself listening and nodding along, as if I am a part of the conversation, even though I don't know exactly what is being said. </div>
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At school, I never really saw myself as Korean. I've always identified with my white friends, and saw myself as such, because my brothers and I never had any major problems fitting in with our white peers at school. I was kind of a nerd/dork in elementary school, but it wasn't because I was of Korean descent, it was because I am naturally a little quirky. I began to hang out with the popular crowd in middle school and high school, because I played football, and also because my older brother was always popular, and well liked. </div>
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I've always looked just like my father, so people in school used to ask me if I were adopted, upon seeing my mother. </div>
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It's ironic that I grew up calling my Korean mother, 'Mom,' and my American father, 'Appa,' which is the Korean word for dad. He is from a town in south Mississippi near the Louisiana border, called Picayune. He speaks with a thick southern accent, and I never realized that I spoke similarly until I heard my Canadian, and American friends not from the south tell me that they like my accent. I am proud to be from the south, and proud to be from greater New Orleans.</div>
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Growing up, my goal was to be as white as possible, so I could fit in with my friends as well as possible, and I believe I did well, because I never had problems making friends, but despite that, fitting in with the popular crowd was difficult, not because of my Korean descent, but because of my inherent quirkiness, and the fact that, during high school, I was self-conscious of it. </div>
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One day, as a young professional working in sales in the cellular industry, being the young single man that I was, I suddenly became interested in what Korean female celebrities looked like. I can't explain exactly what spurred that curiosity, but I suddenly became extremely fascinated with Korean culture, and my roots as a Korean. Throughout my academic life, I tried so hard to be white, and to suppress the Korean in me in order to fit in with my friends, and at a point in my life when fitting in was no longer necessary, I developed a strong fascination with the my Korean descent, which led me to embrace my Korean heritage. <br />
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Anyway, on a random night on the sofa with my laptop in my lap, sitting with my roommates, coworkers, and friends while relaxing, and watching a random NFL football game on the big screen at the house we shared in Baton Rouge, LA, I googled, "beautiful Korean celebrities." <br />
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I was back home, and working in sales in America when Kim Yuna won the gold medal in women's figure skating at the Winter Olympics in Vancouver. I was also home during the World Cup in South Africa, as I openly pulled for the South Korean team, who was rather competitive. At the time, I would have pulled for them against America had they played each other. And in the Olympics, I would have pulled for the Korean athlete if they were in direct competition with an American. </div>
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A few years before that, I remember being secretly disappointed when Apolo Anton Ohno controversially won the gold medal against a Korean in short track speed skating during the Winter Olympics. Ohno was seen sort of as a hero among Americans, but I never saw him as such. To me, the Korean would have been, had he won. </div>
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Kim Yuna and the Korean World Cup soccer team helped fuel my intrigue. I began to look deeper into the blogosphere about Korean culture, because I had a strong desire to know what life was like over there. I became addicted to learning about the culture of modern South Korea. My hunger for info became almost insatiable. </div>
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During the period of my fascination with Korean culture, my father, who works in the oil business, had an opportunity to accept a job in Malaysia. My mother soon followed him, and they lived there for over a year. While they were living in Malaysia, they suggested that we meet them in Seoul for a vacation. My brothers, my sister-in-law, and I would fly over from America, and they would fly up from Kuala Lampur. To say that I was extremely excited was an understatement. It's funny how the timing of things sort of works together. I don't believe any of it was a coincidence. Moreover, I don't believe in coincidences. </div>
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We spent one week in Seoul, and three days in Jeju. When it came time to fly back to America, I didn't want to go back home. I loved being in Korea. <br />
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Again, it's kind of funny how things work out. Looking back, I believe it was the hand of God who blessed my desire to come to Korea, because around the time that I returned home from my vacation, I lost my job in sales. <br />
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I began to look for ways to return. I quickly found out that teaching English was the best way to do that, and I had no problem finding a job. I accepted a teaching position in Gwangju, and to say that I was excited when it was time to fly over the Pacific ocean for the second time in my life would be quite an understatement. <br />
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In my next post, I will discuss what it's like living in Korea as a halfie. Stay tuned... </div>
Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-29551579466571247582013-09-25T09:12:00.003-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.591-07:00Coach Paul Dietzel - A Champion<b>This post isn't about Korea, but I hope that you take the time to read it</b>. Yesterday, I heard the news that Coach Paul Dietzel died at the age of 89 yesterday, and I was rather saddened by it, so I decided to honor him with this post. <br />
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Football is a big part of Louisiana State University, and it is a big reason why I decided to attend. Many people associated with the football program at LSU, including players and coaches, achieve nation wide fame, and students there cross paths with them regularly in classes, out at bars and restaurants, and at places like the grocery store.<br />
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I try to avoid interacting with celebrities when I see them in public out of consideration to them. I am sure it can get rather annoying for them to have hundreds of people a day bugging them for pictures and autographs wherever they go, so I prefer not to do that. I don't avoid them all together. If a celeb wants to be my friend, then who am I to turn down such a friendship? But I definitely avoid fawning over them.<br />
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Among the memorable interactions that I had were having Rohan Davey, an all SEC quarterback and an eventual backup to Tom Brady with the Patriots, ask me if he could borrow a floppy disc in the computer lab. I used to see Andrew Whitworth, starting offensive tackle for the Cincinatti Bengals, every single weekend at a bar called Reggies. He is the largest man I have ever seen in my life. Matt Mauck, quarterback of the 2003 national championship team, was in my spanish class, and he had a great sense of humor, as he made me and my classmates laugh a few times, as he would tell jokes in broken spanish. <br />
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I was fortunate to attend LSU in 2003, the year we won a national title, and Nick Saban was the head coach. To date, it was the funnest year of my life. At the time, Nick was larger than life at LSU, and in the state of Louisiana. You only saw him on TV, or if you were to see him in person, it was usually from the stands in Tiger Stadium, while he is coaching the Tigers in a football game. Before he was there, LSU was a perennial loser, and he turned them into a perennial contender for the SEC, and National title, so he was seen as a hero.<br />
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I usually parked my car in a student parking lot near Tiger Stadium, and the athletic offices. One morning after parking my truck, while walking to class, I saw a large luxury sedan pull in to a reserved parking spot in the front row of the parking lot near the athletic building. Out of front driver side door steps Coach Nick Saban, and he began to walk directly towards me.<br />
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Nick had a tough reputation. He was a no nonsense coach. People in the athletic office were known to dislike working for him. He wasn't known as the most friendly of people. <br />
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I immediately recognized him from the distance when he bagan walking towards me. And it began to register in my mind that I am about to cross paths with Nick Saban. And as we passed, I couldn't help but stare, and he looked right at me, grinned, and said in a kind gentle tone, "Hey, what's up man."<br />
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It made my day, and it gave me a favorable impression of him, even though he is now the head coach at the University of Alabama, a school that almost all people associated with LSU love to hate. To this day, I respect him, and have no ill will towards him.<br />
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While at LSU I attended church at First United Methodist Church in downtown Baton Rouge. It was a rather large church, and even the more famous of people could get lost in the crowd there, but one of the people that regularly attended was Coach Paul Dietzel, head coach of the 1958 national championship team. He was rather young when he coached the Tigers to their first national title. <br />
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I didn't know Coach Dietzel as the coach. My dad was a middle schooler when he was coaching at LSU. I knew him as the man who attended First United Methodist Church almost every Sunday in the early 2000's. He was an old man, but was tall, and was still able to stand straight, and walk proudly, but he had an air of humility about him. <br />
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A unique thing about First United Methodist Church was that the pastor never read the scripture that the sermon would be based on. A member of the laity was chosen each week to read a passage of scripture from the bible in front of the congregation before the preacher would preach his sermon. <br />
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Coach Dietzel was one who was chosen regularly to do it. He was easily the most memorable of readers. As he did so, an aura of intelligence, strength, and humility was exuded from him. And that aura always caused me to pay attention when he read. The only time I ever remembered exactly what scripture was read in that church was when it was read by him, and I attended church there countless times. I vividly remember him powerfully reading Matthew 6:5-15 on a random Sunday morning. <br />
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To me, Coach Dietzel was easily one of the most recognizable members of First United Methodist church, so again, when walking near him, I couldn't help but stare. After all, he's Coach Dietzel. He is a National Championship coach at LSU. He's larger than life. He's a giant among numerous history makers at LSU.<br />
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On one morning as church let out, as I was walking through one of the side lobbies in order to make my way to the car, there was Coach Dietzel standing straight, and he was taller than most people. I made eye contact with him. He looked directly at me as I walked by him. He immediately smiled confidently and humbly as we faced each other. He continued to smile when he said, "God bless you, young man." Then he shook my hand.<br />
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I never knew Coach Dietzel personally, but that brief interaction alone left a strong and favorable impression on me. Hopefully, I will get to know him in heaven. <br />
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God bless you, coach.Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-50745078529659033512013-08-22T07:45:00.000-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.618-07:00Dating in Korea II<b>Pure attraction, emotional connections, and "love," many times, isn't enough in Korea.</b> As Americans, we have the mentality that when we want something, we try to get it, no matter how difficult it can be, and many of us apply that principle to dating. Numerous love stories in American movies are about couples who overcame a series of extremely difficult obstacles in order to be together. I've never realized how much the notion of 'overcoming obstacles' is ingrained into American society until coming to Korea, a society where that thought process is significantly less prevalent.<br />
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For example, the first lady that I dated here in Korea and I had numerous what she called "barriers." Despite having a strong mutual attraction, we never became "official." Koreans are normally rather quick to attach that status onto their relationships. But that wasn't the case with us. I was an American. Her English wasn't fluent. She was buddhist, while I was a christian. She was so afraid that her parents wouldn't approve of her dating a foreigner that she didn't tell them about me. She was afraid of how other Koreans would perceive her, especially the people that were close to her. Because of those things, she never officially became my girlfriend, despite secretly dating for over six months.<br />
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Koreans place an extremely high value on their reputations within their communities. Doing something to cause others to view them less than honorably is one of the worst things that they can do. This particular motivation cannot be understated in their decision making process, and it is especially true when they choose their potential spouses. That is a huge reason why Koreans seem to be less likely to allow their infatuation to overcome their logic when selecting potential partners. <br />
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At one point, the first lady that I dated, who was fluent in Chinese, casually and jokingly suggested that we both quit our jobs in Korea, and move to China. She didn't come across as one who would grow a wild hair, but looking back objectively, I believe she saw that as one way it would work. <br />
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In Korea, the compatibility of a couple seems to have to be more than emotional and physical. The connection has to be circumstantially logical. For example, the parents have to approve of the relationship. The husband has to have the right job. The couple must look good and upstanding before other members of society. Those, and numerous other factors have to be logically acceptable, before two people can start dating.<br />
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My current girlfriend and I became a couple rather quickly. We are a fit, because we are both christians. Our mutual faith enables us to have a similar world view, and we seem to understand each other's motives in various situations. I value her advice. Despite the fact that our tastes are different, our growth as people, and as a couple, comes from the same place, the Bible. Moreover, her English is fluent, as she lived and went to school in Canada for several years. Because I am a christian, her mother approves of the fact that we are dating. Our faith is a strong commonality that we have that makes our relationship a fit. For many christian Koreans, that can be enough to make a relationship possible. <br />
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Many logical factors can come into play in a Korean's decision to not date a person, despite being infatuated, especially with a foreigner, among them being the fact that the westerner will eventually return to their home country, while the Korean is faced with a dilemma of whether or not to go with his/her partner, or even to stay together for that matter. For example, my former coworker, who is a westerner, and her Korean boyfriend broke up because she told him that she is definitely going home to the States once her contract with her school is finished.<br />
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Americans, many times, date simply because there is a strong mutual infatuation. And as they do so, and get to know each other, the circumstantial logistics are taken into consideration, or even confronted when they have to be. Many times, those circumstantial logistics are ignored or overlooked if the physical and emotional connection is strong enough. (It doesn't seem to be a coincidence that most of the divorces in America are because of finances.)<br />
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The notion that most Americans believe that "love" is enough is a reason why the courtship/engagement process in America tends to last a lot longer than it does in Korea. I find that, generally speaking, Americans get married at a younger age, but do so at a later stage in the relationship. Most of my American friends were married soon after graduating from college, but they dated and were engaged to their wives for three, four, or even five years before getting married. And many of those that didn't graduate college tend to get married soon after high school.<br />
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The inverse seems to be true with Koreans. Koreans get married at an older age, but do so at an earlier stage in the relationship than most Americans. Koreans seem to be so career and educationally driven that for many of them, dating seems to be lower in their priorities. <br />
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If a Korean couple is of age, and are settled in their careers, they seem get married at an early stage in the relationship, by American standards, because everything is a fit. So why not, and why wait? I have heard of Korean couples agreeing to get married after dating for a few months, but I find that most couples here wait around a year, before discussing it. <br />
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Some of my friends at home have children around the age that I am teaching, so when coming to Korea, I was expecting to interact with parents who were close to my age, but that isn't the case. The parents of the children that I teach are a lot older than I am. <br />
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Is one culture's mindset superior than the other? They both have their strengths and weaknesses. Americans, many times, overlook obvious red flags when dating, because they are together on the sole basis of attraction. Many times, American divorces are because of the fact that logical circumstancial differences become too difficult. <br />
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Many times, Koreans can have a tendency to weigh logical circumstances too heavily in choosing who to go into a relationship with, when love and chemistry should be more of a factor. Divorce doesn't seem to be as prevalent here as it is in America. But unfaithfulness is every bit as such, and prostitution is significantly more prevalent and accepted here than it is in America. That is certainly evidence of weaknesses in the marriage and family culture.<br />
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Korean society is so competitive, and it seems to be extremely important for parents to enable their children to get into the best universities. There seems to be less top tier universities in Korea than there are in countries like the United States and England. On top of that, the importance of education in Korean society cannot be understated. For a combination of these two reasons, Korean parents send their children to these hogwans. A large number of them pay huge sums of money for their children to attend them. There are hogwans of all different types. <br />
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There are music hogwans, math hogwans, Chinese hogwans, and computer hogwans, among others. But English hogwans seem to be the most numerous and prominent. <br />
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My previous school in Gwangju was one of these English hogwans where parents pay a rather large rate for their children to attend, and this school had a total enrollment of around 1,000 students. The hogwan industry in Korea is enormous, and huge sums of money is made here by successful hogwan owners. <br />
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I heard stories of certain parents taking second jobs to enable their children to attend, and it is fairly safe to assume that this is not an uncommon practice throughout Korea. <br />
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It is, no doubt, a "keep up with the Joneses" mentality here when it comes to education, and the stakes are extremely high. If a parent sends his/her child to a hogwan with a great reputation, and that kid is seen to have an advantage in school and in test taking, then other parents feel almost forced to send their children to something similar, so their children will not fall behind in the race to get into a top tiered university. <br />
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My previous hogwan's focus in its marketing was that it will enable the children to have higher test scores on these high school and university entrance tests. In many advertisements, it had a long list of names of students who went through the curriculum, and scored highly on these exams. <br />
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Apparently, there are a lot of academies in Korea that are very similar to my former employer, because as my Korean friend explained, scores on these entrance exams are increasing, making it increasingly difficult for these top tiered universities in Korea to select the best students, so now, they have made their entrance exams even more difficult, and thus, applying even more pressure to these students.<br />
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Again, in my current teaching job, which is my second in Korea, I work for what is called an after-school program. My workplace is a public elementary school, and I have an office there, but I am not an employee of that school. My employer is a private company contracted out by the school board to give access to an effective English curriculum to children of parents who don't want to pay high rates to send their children to a hogwan.<br />
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I knew about the job opening for my current employer before leaving my previous school, and I asked my boss about after-school programs such as mine, and although he did recommend me as an employee, he didn't recommend them as an employer. I now understand why, because my current employer is a direct competitor of my former. <br />
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I teach around 150 students, and my employer has contracts with around thirty public schools like mine in the greater Seoul metropolitan area, so like my previous boss, my current one is doing rather well financially. <br />
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I only work around six hours a day, sometimes less, and the atmosphere is really laid back. My superiors are in a central office somewhere in Seoul, and I rarely come in contact with them. I am free to do things the way that I feel is best for me and the kids. So my job is highly desirable among foreign teachers in Korea. <br />
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I teach elementary school students ranging in grade levels from the first grade to sixth grade. They are every bit as awesome as my previous students. Generally speaking, their level as English speakers is considerably lower than those that I taught at my previous job, but they make up for it with their wonderful attitudes, and their desire to learn. <br />
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A story about my first grade class:<br />
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For some reason, my students, especially my first and second graders, respond extremely well to role-play exercises, where they act out various scenarios in English. They love it, and it seems to be really effective in teaching the concepts that the books are introducing. <br />
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Each grade level that I teach has two classes, one for the more advanced students of that age, and one for those of a lower level, in terms of speaking. <br />
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One particular lesson for my lower-level first graders was to teach my students the following dialogue. "You can borrow my _____." <br />
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"Really?! Thank you very much."<br />
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"You are welcome."<br />
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I introduced the text, and taught the children how to properly pronounce it, and as soon as they were able to say it, they were lining up at the front of the classroom. I didn't even have to prompt them. They were orderly, and in line with props in hand. "Teacher, you can borrow my pencil case."<br />
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I would act surprised, smile, and respond with, "Really?! Thank you very much."<br />
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"You are welcome."<br />
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The next student would be next in line. "You can borrow my scissors." <br />
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"Really?! Thank you very much."<br />
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"You are welcome."<br />
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And then the next student, "You can borrow my book bag." <br />
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"Really?! Thank you very much."<br />
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And as it would go on, they would start handing me whatever they could get their hands on. "You can borrow my umbrella."<br />
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"You can borrow my shoe."<br />
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"You can borrow my (sweaty) baseball cap."<br />
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I would respond sarcastically, "Really?! Thank you very much."<br />
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"You're welcome."<br />
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It's kind of funny that this was the most enthusiastic these kids were for a lesson. It may not be a big deal, but I was really encouraged by that. Maybe when they are older, they will see a foreigner in need, remember this particular lesson, and be inclined to say, "Hello. You can borrow my ____." <br />
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Although my job is rather laid back, I take my position as a teacher, authority figure, and role model seriously. I want them to remember me positively when they become older. I want to lay a foundation for them to possibly become fluent English speakers. I do not want to them to be at a disadvantage. And as an authority figure in their lives, I feel it is my responsibility to be a moral example for them. I want to be a contributor of not only their success as Korean citizens, but I also want to contribute to their development possibly as people of integrity, so I am highly motivated as a teacher. Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-64506892019609285452013-07-14T03:06:00.001-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.652-07:00Getting Settled<b>I finally feel like I am settled here in Seoul.</b> I've finally secured an apartment. It isn't the one that I mentioned in the previous post. Many people have asked me about it, so I will go ahead and tell you what happened. <br />
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My friend who was helping me get settled advised me to wait and see other places, because there are better ones out there. Most levelheaded people would perceive that as good advice. I did. <br />
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After two days of looking, I saw numerous apartments, and found none that were better, so I decided I wanted to rent that particular place. Upon informing the real estate agent of my intentions, he informed me that the apartment was already taken. <br />
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The old saying, "If you snooze, you lose" never rang truer in my life at that moment. I've learned that, in the moment, if there is something that you truly want, and if it is available, and if you have the means to attain it, seize the moment without delay. Sometimes opportunities vanish.<br />
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My current apartment isn't quite as nice as that place, but it is better than anything that I could have imagined before moving here, so I am ecstatic about it. It is now fully furnished, and has been for the last month. I had to buy all of it, but it was cheaper than I had previously anticipated, and I am pleased with how it looks. <br />
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The same can be said about my job. It has been wonderful, and better than I hoped it would be. <br />
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Like my previous job, I rarely see my boss, so I am not micromanaged, and I am given the freedom to teach these kids the best way I see fit. <br />
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Just like my previous school, the children at my school are amazing. I look forward everyday to teaching and interacting with them. They have a lot of joy, and they impart a lot of it on me. It is a good feeling to be in constant contact with people who are always genuinely happy to see you, and people who greet you with a lot of enthusiasm upon seeing them. As a whole, they consistently display the same goodness everyday. I am blessed.<br />
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They take pleasure in the simple things. They love it when I pick them up, and throw them on my shoulders. They love the drawing contests that we have. They love the simple youtube videos that I show them. They ask for this one every single day. It never gets old for them.<br />
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As much as we play, we also work, and my goal is to enable them to speak English, and to help them in developing a strong work ethic. <br />
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A drawback of my job is that I am the only foreigner there, so the camaraderie that was so prevalent at my previous workplaces is not nearly as prevalent here. The kids, and my Korean co-teacher are the only people that I am in close contact with at my current school.<br />
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My church, Onnuri English Ministry, has been incredible. It is a church where the holy spirit obviously moves. It is a rather large church, and the minister, along with the music is incredible. There are a lot of people there who are on fire for God, and I always feel so inspired after attending every Sunday afternoon.<br />
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A drawback to attending a rather large church, like OEM, is that despite the fact that I leave feeling inspired, despite the fact that the music is so awesome that I feel as if I am truly worshipping God while listening and singing, and despite the fact that the minister consistently preaches incredibly inspiring messages, plugging in and finding friends has been rather difficult. And that is something that normally isn't difficult for me.<br />
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The city of Seoul, in general, has been that way. In most moments, I am more of an extrovert than an introvert, but for some reason, Seoul has brought out the introvert in me. <br />
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I go to the gym. It is a great facility, but it's as if I am in my own bubble as I work out, finish, and walk back to my apartment without having any real contact with anybody. I do the same at my church. I do the same when I stop at a restaurant to eat. I do the same when I explore the city. I do the same when I travel to and from work. I do that in numerous instances in life here in this beautiful city.<br />
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I feel as if I had now taken that first step in fulfilling the calling of God in my life. Everything that I have here, among them being my church, my job, my apartment, and even my gym have been better than I could have imagined, and I find that that is how God works for those who follow the calling that he has for their lives.<br />
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My experience so far in Seoul has shown me that God provides, and his provision never disappoints. But with the exception of my Church, my entire provision has been material things. But still, after being here for almost two months, I find myself waiting for the provision of that which is most worthwhile, friendships.<br />
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At the moment, here in Korea, my closest friends are my lovely girlfriend who lives four hours away in Gwangju, my students, and my Korean colleagues at work. <br />
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Among so many people in such a large city, it is so easy to feel hidden as you walk along the sidewalks that are illuminated by all the bright signs, and lined with restaurants filled with people laughing and pleasantly socializing, as the sound of the buses roar by on the busy streets. Contrary to popular belief, a large city is a great place to find solitude. <br />
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I've recently reread <i>The Alchemist</i> by Paulo Coelho, and in that book, the main character had to cross the Sahara Desert in order to achieve his dream. It describes how the desert can be a vicious place for those who foolishly attempt to press through it. One has to know the ways of the dessert, and one must be familiar with the obstacles before being able to cross it successfully. One must be able to recognize signs in order to see obstacles before they approach. Many times, because of those obstacles, there are detours, and many times, there are moments of waiting while journeying.<br />
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I feel as if I am currently in one of those moments of waiting. Rather than awkwardly forcing myself upon a circle of friends who aren't interested in expanding their particular circle, I have chosen to sit back and wait. And rather than recklessly pressing on, and foolishly forcing myself into what I personally believe is the calling that God has for me here in this city, I have decided to sit and wait for a recognizable opportunity. I have recognized that this time of solitude is merely a simple detour, and a time to wait and rest. <br />
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At the moment, Seoul is an unfamiliar place. And just like the Sahara Desert, the unfamiliar can be a vicious place for a person who foolishly presses on without being able to recognize open doors that are provided.<br />
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Sometimes being alone can be difficult, but God blesses those who are content. I've never had a problem with taking pleasure in my solitude, and I have thus become content with it. I've decided to wait, and allow an open door from God to be my guide for attaining friendships, and for moving forward with the calling that he has for my life.<br />
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At the moment, everything is okay.<br />
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#PrayforNorthKorea #PrayforaunitedKoreaChris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-52289048703907051862013-05-28T22:06:00.002-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.631-07:00Seoul<b>Seoul is one of the largest cities in the world. </b>It has an unmistakeable energy that is very similar to that of New York city. I always enjoy riding the subway across the Han River and seeing the sky scrapers that line the banks. I am always taken aback by that. I love weaving through the crowds walking through Seoul Station and Myeongdong. Even the cafes at certain spots also have a certain unmistakeable energy. Maybe that's why I find that I write better in Seoul. <br />
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Previously, during my first two years as a teacher in Korea, I was on what is called an E-2 visa, which is sponsored by the school where the foreign teacher teaches, so many times, his/her status as a resident in Korea is dependent on the school. I am not going to go very deeply into it, but basically, as far as work is concerned, it can be fairly restrictive.<br />
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Currently, I am on what is called an F-4 visa. My residency is no longer at the mercy of my employer. My status as a resident here is based on my Korean heritage. Basically, with an F-4, I have many of the benefits that Korean citizens receive. My apartment will be in my name, instead of my school's, so if I decide to quit my job, I will still have a place to live, and I can find another one with minimal problems. I can work more than one job legally, unlike an E-2. I can start a business, get a credit card (not that I ever would), buy property, and etc. <br />
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As beneficial as it is to have an F-4 visa, at the same time, I have had my share of difficulties this week.<br />
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The school that recently hired me only hires foreigners on F-type visas, so unlike those that sponsor E-type visas, I have to do everything myself, as far as preparing for my job. I had to go to the hospital to get my required medical examination on my own. I had to find an apartment without the help of my school. I had to pay for my flight. I had to handle all of my required registration with the immigration office myself. Under an E-2, the school takes care of all that, so now I find that during my previous two years, I took that for granted, as do numerous other foreigners teaching English in Korea.<br />
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On top of that, I speak very little Korean, which can many times throw a "monkey wrench" into my entire set of tasks. If I didn't know anybody here, and had no friends or connections, I wouldn't be able to do it. I really need to learn Korean...<br />
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Seoul is a city where the people seem to be in their own worlds and totally oblivious to things that my laid back personality would easily notice. They seem that way because they are so focused on the task at hand. As a visitor, I never quite understood why the pace of these megacities is so fast, and why there is such an inherent intensity and energy among the populations. I have come to find that it is because the task at hand takes precedence over stopping to enjoy the sights and sounds. I.e. "Money makes the world go round."<br />
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This week, while working intently to complete all that I was required to do to prepare myself for work the following week, I found myself blending in quite easily. I was walking through the halls of those subway stations with a focus, and I was rather oblivious to my surroundings. Just like a lot of those business men, I was texting and talking on my telephone with new colleagues about logistical issues regarding work. I felt like I was walking, talking, and texting with a new sense of purpose. <br />
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Even my leisurely walks had a purpose. Today, I viewed a few apartments. I visited a particular one that was my favorite. It's on the nineteenth floor of a high rise building. I would be the first person to live in that particular unit, so everything in it was new and spotless. The view from the large window was vast and stunning. And, not to mention, the price was right. I started picturing myself living there, but the subway station was a little further from the apartment than I would have liked. <br />
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After viewing the last apartment of the evening, the real estate agent dropped me off at the subway station, and I had some extra time before the sun set with nothing else to do. Those who know me know that I am rather laid back and care free, and they know that I am not a detail or a task oriented person. I would normally never do anything like this, but I decided to walk from the exact position where the steps ended at the subway station to the apartment, so I could time exactly how long that walk would be on a normal day when heading to work. <br />
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I walked as if I were walking to work, and I made it a point to stop at every crosswalk, and not jaywalk where there was a light (Hey D.), so I could get an accurate timing. When I got to the apartment, I found that it was a little faster than I had anticipated. I was determined to get an even more accurate timing, so I also timed my walk back to the subway station to get an average. I found that it took an average of seven and a half minutes to walk from my potential apartment to the subway station.<br />
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When I got to the subway station, I noticed that I had to walk completely across the entire place to board the train, so another three minutes could be tacked on to that. I also took a wrong turn, and walked up a gargantuanly large escalator. I found that four minutes can be lost because of a wrong turn followed by a ride up and down an enormous escalator. <br />
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Those who know me well know that I am not the type of person who is concerned with mundane logistical issues. Maybe Seoul brings that out of me. This week has been somewhat stressful, and stress causes me to focus, so this week, I made my contribution to the inherent intensity, energy, and fast pace. <br />
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The skyscrapers, the bright lights, the roar of the subways, the sound of heavy traffic, and the crowds all motivate and energize me. They seem to also enable me to focus. I am looking forward to living here, and experiencing this great city as a resident. It's tiresome, and sometimes stressful, but nonetheless, it's exciting, and much more so than caffeine, excitement energizes me. <br />
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I am looking forward to my time here.Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-79968466798957585412013-05-15T23:43:00.000-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.697-07:00Being Home in Louisiana<b>At the moment, I am home. </b>I have really enjoyed relaxing with my family. I've eaten a lot of good food. I've played a lot of golf, and watched a lot of Sportscenter from my hd tv. It's been great. <br />
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My older brother and my nephew came to visit me the first week I was home. <br />
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After graduating from LSU, he immediately accepted a job in Georgia, and moved there days after his graduation ceremony. He has since settled there, and is living a comfortable life as he and his beautiful wife, a Georgia girl, are living very successfully as they are providing a wonderful quality of live for their child. I am very proud of all that he has accomplished, and so is the rest of my family.<br />
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His home is a six-hour drive away from my parents' house. And at one point during our visit, we were talking about New Orleans, and he said without batting an eye, "New Orleans is a cesspool." Although I completely disagreed, I remained silent. <br />
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As most of you know, last Sunday was Mother's day. And apparently, a second line was held in New Orleans. I am unable to properly explain in words exactly what a second line is in a way that would do it justice, so I posted a few videos that I found while searching through Youtube.<br />
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I have no idea what he was thinking in doing this. He obviously was not considering the children, because a ten-year-old boy was hit. Luckily, the bullet grazed his head, and he suffered only minor injuries. Just a year earlier, the same little boy survived a shooting at his birthday party where he watched his younger cousin die from a bullet wound. </div>
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It's sad that a boy has to be exposed to such violence and carnage at such a young age. He was shown on television via Fox 8 news here in New Orleans, and to say that he was visibly shaken would be an understatement. It was obvious that his innocence was taken from him. Even at such a young age, the boy was visibly angry. </div>
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Children are supposed to merely pretend to shoot and be shot as they play army, cops and robbers, or any other game involving good and bad guys. Or like the children that I teach in Korea, they are supposed to be learning, growing both physically and intellectually, and having fun. They shouldn't be exposed to real life gun violence, much less be shot by a barbarian who does something that is unfortunately no longer becoming "unthinkable." </div>
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I am going back to Korea to teach children who have no concept of anything such as that, who enjoy merely playing, and wish to not be required to study so much. The biggest concern of the children of Korea is being mentally overworked, and staying up too late to finish homework, a problem that children in inner-city New Orleans can only dream of having. The biggest concern of unfortunately too many of them is not watching a relative die violently in front of them, and maybe even surviving a night themselves.</div>
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It's been great to return to things like shrimp poboys, crawfish, being out on the boat on Lake Pontchartrain, and driving down St. Charles. At the same time, it's quite sobering to return home to such a reality as the murder problem in New Orleans. </div>
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It starts with prayer. Pray for New Orleans. It is not a cesspool. It is the most unique and beautiful city in America. And it is also a city with a major problem that has to be dealt with. It's not right for children to have their innocence taken from them. </div>
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Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-1178846945291175152013-04-29T09:23:00.000-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.543-07:00The Surreal<b>Merriam-Webster defines the word, surreal, as "marked by the intense irrational reality of a dream; also: unbelievable, fantastic."</b> Last Friday, I flew back to America, and to say that this week has been filled with a whirlwind of emotion would be quite an understatement. I said my goodbyes to my school, my friends, my church, and the city of Gwangju. Many of the events have been, no doubt, surreal.<br />
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My contract ended on April 25, just in time to fly into Los Angeles on April 26 to make it to the wedding of one of my best friends, Matt. The wedding was at a small, but gorgeous church on sort of a cliff, overlooking the southern California pacific coast. The architecture of the church was Spanish. It was marked by traditional white Spanish stucco, and a red tile roof. It is my favorite style of architecture, and I hope that maybe my house will one day be built in that manner. <br />
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From that spot, we were able to see almost all of Los Angeles, and where the Pacific ocean begins. And the wedding commenced late in the afternoon as the sun was beginning to set, my favorite part of the day. The windows of this church were large, and fully displayed the amazing view of the city and the coast. The weather in Los Angeles, apparently, is always perfect, and this day was no different. It was surreal<br />
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Matt's bride was Indian, and she was given sort of a traditional Indian style wedding, as the dresses of the bridesmaids, and the bride were uniquely Indian, colorful, and stunningly gorgeous. I am one who admires well-kept traditions. And at a wedding, regarding bridesmaids, I had never seen a set of dresses that were more beautiful.<br />
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The bride's dress was also uniquely and traditionally Indian, and white. It was refreshingly modest. She was absolutely stunning, and to say that the ceremony was beautiful wouldn't give it justice. I was blessed to be a part of it. It was surreal.<br />
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Another great thing that made the wedding special was seeing numerous old friends. I haven't had a drink in over five years, and I have come to find out that another one of my friends, Adam, stopped drinking also. <br />
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The reception was at a place that was further up the hill from the church, so from the porch of the reception hall, you could see even more of the city of Los Angeles and the Pacific Ocean. And by the time the reception was in full swing the sun had fully set, so the view of the city was an endless field of lights as far as the eye could see. It was surreal.<br />
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Adam and I had a moment, as we talked about the surreality of the view and the weekend. Many of my friends still drink. Some of them even still smoke marijuana. And Adam said something that made me think. He said, "I don't think that most of our friends in that reception hall who are all either drunk, stoned, or both can fully realize how surreal this moment is." <br />
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He continued, "I've come to appreciate surreal moments such as this. They make you feel alive. I'm glad I quit drinking, because you can fully appreciate them in a way that you can't when you are not sober."<br />
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This week has been filled and overflowing with surreal moments. Beginning last Sunday, I broke down, as I got up in front of my church to tell them good bye. I also broke down when I told some of my favorite classes filled with children that I've grown to truly love that I may never see them again. Several of my students wrote me letters in broken English explaining that they will miss me, and that they hope I have a good time in America. My girlfriend and I broke up. On my last day of work, I broke down as I took off my lab coat, said goodbye to the woman who helps us foreign teachers at my school, Mrs. Ahn, and my principle, Mr. Ryu, and stepped into that elevator leaving work for the last time. The week was filled with surreality.<br />
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I've made it no secret that I am moving to Seoul. One of my recruiters squeezed in two interviews in the morning before my flights, because it didn't take off until 6:50pm. One of them was short, and by the book. The other one was rather in depth, and I could tell that the director of this school was rather thorough. She asked me a question about my teaching style. I began to explain my style to her, which is to love my students first and foremost. I continued by mentioning that I may never see many of my kids from my old school again. And as I went on to explain how I really hoped that my students will remember me as a good teacher, I broke down yet again. It was a surreal moment. Luckily, both the people who were conducting the interview were women around whom I felt comfortable.<br />
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Many of you may think that I am this big "softie," and that may be the case, but all these moments were filled such emotion, and that interview happened when all of those surreal moments were so fresh in my mind. I couldn't help it. I don't think I've ever cried this much in one week. <br />
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I thank God for these surreal moments, and I don't believe I am being selfish in asking for many more. As Adam explained, these surreal moments make us feel alive. They enable us to appreciate life. Luckily, Jesus says in the Bible, "Ask and you will receive. Seek and you will find. Knock and the door will be opened." I believe God wants us to appreciate the life he gives us, and when we recognize that we are alive in these moments, we are able to more clearly see his work in our lives, and in our environments.<br />
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These surreal moments are all around us. They don't have to always be on top of the hill in the sunset on Redondo Beach overlooking the city. They can be every day moments in life. The key to seeing them is to live life with a positive mindset, and a thankful heart. Cynicism and a complaining mentality are two things that truly blind and numb a person to them. <br />
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I pray for more of them. And my prayer is that you would experience them also. God bless all of you.<br />
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Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-2958664186544393422013-04-17T10:36:00.001-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.594-07:00Thoughts on PSY's "Gentleman"<b>I'll be honest with you. </b>I can't stop listening to PSY's new song, "Gentleman." This morning while getting ready for work, I must have replayed that youtube video at least ten times in a row, and I found myself imitating him while shaking my hips in the privacy of my apartment. There is no doubt that his music has a certain hypnotic quality that lots of great songs have. <br />
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I heard it for the first time last Sunday, and my immediate reaction was that whatever "it" is, PSY has it. By "it," I am referring to that certain intangible unidentifiable quality that makes a person beyond great at what they do. And when a person has "it" everything he/she does seems to "turn to gold." I've been drawn to this video, more so than "Gangnam Style," ever since my first viewing. <br />
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I am one who looks at anything that goes viral with skepticism, and "Gangnam Style" was no different. I was probably one of the last people in the world to deliberately and actively enter those key words on the search bar of youtube.com and view the video in it's entirety, and enjoy it. There's no doubt that it's a cool song, and I was intentionally late in realizing that.<br />
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My opinions of PSY were based solely on my cynicism, and my artistic elitist fear of becoming a follower. It's rather sad that that is what prevented me from simply enjoying something that is worthy of being enjoyed. So upon my realization of his new release, I immediately went to Youtube, and checked out the song. <br />
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I'm not fluent enough in Korean to know exactly what the words mean, but the video makes an obvious strong statement. And that being that lots of men hold fast to obvious strong inhibitions when they are around attractive women, and in this video, PSY is rebelling against those very inhibitions. <br />
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I've heard accusations of the video being sexist, and I find that to be laughable. It's so ridiculous that certain Americans try to inject their cancerous political correctness into anything they deem offensive. Everything on this planet is offensive to somebody. Americans just need to lighten up, have fun, and stop being little children who get offended over everything they perceive as negative.<br />
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Anyway, If the video for "Gentleman" is sexist, than it is just as sexist on the part of certain attractive women to expect a man to fawn over their every desire, and to expect the man to readily submit to their standards and desires without the man knowing who she actually is as a person. Men are just as much at fault for this as women, and PSY is heroically rebelling and breaking through these inhibitions that women, many times, expect the man who is pursuing them to hold. <br />
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As a man from the south, I am fairly familiar with chivalry. When walking in a building or room at the same time as a lady, I usually attempt to be the one to open the door, and allow her to enter first. I usually try to offer my arm while walking down a set of stairs with a lady. I've offered my coat when l've heard ladies mention that they were cold. It's a great feeling when a lady actually appreciates it, and it is a totally different feeling when she is unappreciative, and carries an ungrateful demeanor that expects such behavior. <br />
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Korea is a place that, no doubt, has an abundance of attractive ladies. I will take it a step further in saying that there is an abundance of women who put a strong effort into maximizing their personal appearance, and I love that. I wish more Americans applied the same effort, but unfortunately and obviously, a significantly smaller percentage do. But nothing makes an attractive woman look more unattractive than arrogance, haughtiness, and a sense of entitlement based solely on her personal appearance, and that is the message that this video is conveying. <br />
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I'm not saying that I agree with everything that PSY is doing in this video, because there are things that he does that are downright degrading, but that is what rock n' rollers do. They push the edge in order to maximize the shock value. But I do agree with his message, and that is that the inhibitions that a man holds shouldn't be based on the expectations of the attractive woman that he is currently pursuing, because different women expect different things. A man's inhibitions should be based on his personal values, belief systems, and the convictions he feels deep within his own heart. <br />
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I like PSY, and he is showing his true colors as a true artist in this video. Although he doesn't play the guitar, although his music is electronic, and although he isn't from the west, his music and style is rock n' roll to the core. Just like Elvis, The Rolling Stones, Guns n' Roses, and Nirvana, he is rebellious. He is sexual. He does things on his terms, and he doesn't seem to be a puppet for the record companies like most other artists. And with the video and song, "Gentleman," he has shown that he is good at what he does, and that he has staying power. I wasn't a fan when he put out "Gangnam Style," but now I am.Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-21986251913342242062013-03-18T09:42:00.000-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.569-07:00Dating in Korea<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">Please keep in mind that my knowledge is limited to Gwangju, a city roughly the size of Philadelphia. I've only dated women from there, and the ladies that I have dated all live within the same general area of the city. Although they were all Korean, there may be differences in how women from different cities may act, and there may be differences in how people from different parts of a particular city may act. Numerous other factors may have made my experiences unique. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">1. If a Korean lady is single, chances are she lives with her parents, and they are usually more strict than western parents. It is quite normal for an upper 20's single young professional Korean lady to be living with her mother and father, and usually she will have a curfew. From my experience, it is not uncommon for it to be before 12. How the lady deals with these circumstances depends solely on the individual. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">The first girl I dated, Tae Hee, would wait until her parents fell asleep, and then she would sneak out to meet me, because I worked nights, and I finished late. Her parents had no idea that she was dating me. The second girl I dated, had parents who sort of trusted her, so she simply told her mother where she was and who she was with, and she was usually fine with what she was doing. Her father, on the other hand, did not know about me. My current girlfriend, will not cross her mother under any circumstances. I respect that, and we make the most out of the predicament.</span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">2. It might take you a significant amount of time for you to win a Korean lady's trust. The first two ladies that I dated, upon initially realizing that there was potential for a relationship, gave me the same talk. "Chrisu, I know that American man think Korean girl is easy…" And it's not because of only that. It's a combination of many things. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">Korean ladies are aware of the fact that westerners sign contracts in one-year increments. They are also aware of the fact that most of them return to their respective countries once that contract is fulfilled. If they are mature and of high character, a quality not uncommon among the Korean women that I've come across, long term possibilities will certainly be taken into account, and it will be difficult for them to trust and enter into a relationship with a man who they know will leave. And if you expect her to move home with you, Korean society has become rather comfortable and advanced, and it is difficult for anybody to leave everything they know and are accustomed to for the unknown. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">3. This one is for all you halfies out there. Times have changed, and through my experiences, I find that we are perceived differently as Korean society has become more modernized. With that being said, I've yet to get a negative reaction by a Korean lady when I tell them that my mother is Korean. Moreover, they love it. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">6. Embrace your Americaness/Britishness/Canadianality/South Africaness/Australianality/New Zealandality. If she wanted to date a Korean, she would be doing just that. Take her for a ride, give her new experiences, and show her what it is like to be where you are from. But at the same time, be aware of her culture, and respect it. A proper balance must be established if you are serious about her. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">7. If you can, befriend a western girl who dates Korean men, and converse with her about her experiences. It could prove to be invaluable. Her experiences can reveal to you how Korean men treat their ladies, which can give you insights into what Korean women expect. I'm not telling you to act like a Korean man, because sometimes, they do and say things that I would never do, but you may be able to accomplish the same thing in a different way from your western perspective and methods. </span></div>
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: small;">The most important thing is to have fun. That's what it is all about, and that is what a woman from any society or culture values. Korean women are classy, enthusiastic, and extremely feminine, so dating them can be an amazing experience, despite the difficulties and complications. Good luck… </span></div>
Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-74425321392701353872012-10-04T10:29:00.000-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.686-07:002 (Stories from Class) + 1 (Random One)<b>Elaine is a sixth grader that I previously mentioned in the post, <a href="http://www.halfkoreaninkorea.com/2012/03/few-stories-from-class.html" target="_blank">A Few Stories from Class</a>.</b> She is rather intelligent, and since this story was posted, she has leveled up into a more advanced class taught by my coworker, <a href="http://kinkorealand.wordpress.com/" target="_blank">Kezia</a>. I have since found out that Elaine was born in America, and lived there during her early childhood. Kezia pointed out that Elaine has sort of a refined demeanor that most of the other students don't have, and that could be attributed to her travels. <br />
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She responded emphatically in a Korean accent, "I am not OLIVIA!! CHRIS TEACHER TELL YOU BAD THING!! CHRIS TEACHER TELL YOU BAD THING!!"</div>
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And sure enough, upon seeing her in the hall after that class, I greeted her as I always do, "Hey Olivia-- I mean Elaine." </div>
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"Sorry, Olivia-- I mean Elaine."</div>
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<b>Joss is a second grader in one of my lower level classes. </b>There's no way to describe him except to say that he's a character. Joss has a sly smile, and sometimes he can be difficult to contain, but nevertheless, he is a pleasant student to teach. Kezia previously taught his class, and recently, teaching duties for it were turned over to me.<br />
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We give bimonthly speaking tests, and for the general speaking portion, we normally ask the lower levels questions such as, "What is your favorite...?" <br />
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And an answer that would receive full credit, without prompting, would be, "My favorite ... is ..."<br />
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Kezia warned me that if you give Joss the question, "What is your favorite animal?" It would be guaranteed that he would answer it with, "My favorite animal is snake!"<br />
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When it came time for tests, I randomly chose general speaking questions for students, and it just so happened that Joss drew "favorite animal."<br />
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When it was his turn, I briefly greeted him, "Hey Joss, how are you?" <br />
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He looked at me, flashed his sly smile, and confidently stated in a Korean accent, "I'm fine, thank you!"<br />
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I set my timer, as students have thirty seconds to answer the general speaking portion, and I asked him, "Joss, what is your favorite animal?"<br />
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His eyes looked up and to the right as he gave a sly grin. Then he paused. Fifteen seconds went by without him saying anything.<br />
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I prompted him, "Joss, my favorite animal is a tiger." Students are docked a point when prompting is required.<br />
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His eyes lit up, and he flashed his sly smile. He confidently responded in a Korean accent, "My favorite animal is snake!!!"<br />
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Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6395562566583225158.post-45981412784248085272012-09-10T10:20:00.002-07:002017-03-20T16:50:11.611-07:00Recharged<b>At my job, there are normally four of us foreign teachers on staff, but for the last two months we have been short one worker.</b> Kelsey, Kezia, and I have been covering a class load that is normally covered by four people. Getting through the day hasn't been that difficult. While at work, I am normally "in the zone," and all I'm thinking about is teaching. Being tired, hungry, or thirsty never crosses my mind until I am finished. While teaching, especially during the last two months, the only thing I really think about consuming is coffee. <br />
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Being that the number of classes that we are teaching is higher than normal, during the last two months, we had no breaks during our work time, so eating before work is essential. I found that I was at my best when eating during preparation time. We are required to be at work an hour before classes start for that. A healthy meal enables one to have a more sound mind and body, and thus increasing performance at work. Eating immediately before the start of class time has been an essential factor in my ability to be at my best when I am "in the zone" throughout the day.<br />
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As I stated earlier, normally at work, with the help of coffee, I am only concerned with teaching, so again, I never concern myself with being tired. I've noticed that the fatigue begins to set in during the weekends. I've been sleeping a lot more, and my desire to go out to see friends and other things has significantly dropped. For the last month, my weekends, especially Saturdays, have consisted of me laying in my bed relaxing, ordering delivery, watching downloaded American TV shows, staying in at night, and falling asleep early. Lately, I've been too tired to concern myself with having a strong social life. During my time living in Korea, playing music with my friends on the praise team at my church has become sort of become something that I do on the weekends, no matter the circumstance, if I am in town. That has not been the case these last few weeks because of the fatigue. I've even been skipping out on that.<br />
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I spent this last weekend in Busan, and spending a weekend in a different city remaining anonymous, walking around exploring, and stopping in the occasional coffee shop for a cup and an internet surf is one of my favorite ways to relax and recharge, and my trip this weekend definitely enabled me to do that. I turned off my phone, and relaxed mentally. <br />
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Busan is a coastal city, and it always seems to rain when I visit there. I wanted to spend the weekend on the beach, but the rain may have been a blessing in disguise. There is not much that I dislike more than being wet when I don't have to be, so last Sunday, I took the subway to Nampo Dong, found the nearest cafe, ordered what amounted to be a few cups of coffee, and proceeded to watch college football highlights on my computer. I also spent an hour having a Sunday devotional, since I didn't attend church that day. Looking out the window, I noticed a small japanese restaurant, and when I felt like it, I walked over, and had a bowl of Japanese ramen. The rain enabled me to recharge both mentally and physically. Normally during the weekend excursions, I am recharged mentally, but find myself physically tired. That wasn't the case with the trip I took this weekend. <br />
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I came back to work today feeling good. We recently hired a new teacher at our school, Natalie. She just finished her training, and this week we are finally back to our normal class load, breaks and all. During my break today, I went to the kimbab restaurant downstairs for a bite to eat. Normally, only one of us foreign teachers at a time are on break, and this case was no different. I went downstairs with my ipod touch and my set of headphones. I sat in the restaurant reading a book that I had downloaded to my itunes along with music playing in my headphones while eating my meal. <br />
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Over the music, I overheard a group of young Korean girls sitting behind me. I normally wouldn't have noticed them, but they were being especially loud and enthusiastic, so I looked back to see if they were students that I taught. As I did so, they all immediately exclaimed in a Korean accent, "Oh!? Whoa! Hello! How are You?!" It was a group of fifth grade girls that didn't attend my school, eating a normal meal that fifth grade Korean girls would normally sit down and share together at a restaurant such as the one I was patronizing. The girls were all very cute, and we shared the normal small talk that would be shared between a native English speaking teacher and a group of young students. Each one of the five seemed to say at a different time, "You are handsome!" <br />
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After living in Korea for over a year, that still never gets old. I responded to each one with, "Thankyou, and you are very pretty!" As I finished my meal, and walked to the counter to pay for it, I suddenly got the urge to pay for theirs also, and I did. I would have preferred that he not do what he did, but the man at the counter immediately told the girls that I payed for their meal. Upon the realization, each one seemed to suddenly exclaim in a Korean accent, "Oh!? Whoa!! THANKYOU!!!" One even said, "I love you!!" They all made hearts above their heads with their arms as they thanked me. I left the restaurant blushing, and in a good mood for the rest of the work day, as I proceeded to have one of my best work days in a while.Chris Polkhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13374058872727830132noreply@blogger.com1